u/Bobbywitdatool69

I’m not gonna trauma dump on Reddit, but low-key just bit off more than I can chew and was in a mental battle for like three hours and now I understand what a bad trip is like. I thought it couldn’t happen to me but it makes sense as I have a lot going on in life right now and could def feel a buildup of stress even before the trip today. I’m not gonna lie, I’m a little hesitant to use after this as it was pretty rough and not like my typical experiences on mushrooms. Any similar stories or opinions?

(23m)Looking for a chill duo to run a few wipes with, 21+ please

So I’ll just explain who I am first- basically I’m 23 years old and just work to pay my bills currently. I have multiple internships and an extensive resume under my belt with probably 6-7 years of combined work since 14-15ish years old. The only issue is I am only about a quarter of the way done with my marketing degree and don’t really see myself going back to finish it anytime soon. I went to school when I turned 21 and I just don’t really have motivation to finish it and don’t want to rack up loans on classes I know I don’t want to do. I’m fine just working my 2 jobs and paying my bills.

The next part is, I have a girlfriend that I’ve been dating for a year and a half and she wants the typical life that any girl wants you know just kids and a family and a cute house to have it all in. My girlfriend is great and I love her, but she has not had exposure to any real world scenarios or real life at all. I’m not gonna rip into my girlfriend online but I will just say she is about to be 23 and has never had a job of any form and stays with her parents if she’s not with me. She’s about to finish up school and is ready to start the typical life that I was talking about before.

The next part is my lease is about to end in like five months and ill just lay it on the line and put it simply, I am considering using some of my savings to buy a van and camp and ski out of it for all of the coming winter. I have plans to make it possible to live for months on end doing this with minimal expenses. I know it sounds crazy, but this wasn’t thought of last night. I’ve been thinking about doing this for years and am a pretty serious skier that is willing to sacrifice things to live a crazy lifestyle while I’m young and I can. But I feel like this would just be the tip of the iceberg for me in a life that obviously isn’t compatible with what my girlfriend wants. Also not gonna dox myself but I do not live anywhere near snow and she wants to move to a popular southern coastal town in the near future. There’s nothing wrong with that but I just don’t feel like that’s exciting to me.

The next part is where I ask y’all am I just being crazy do I need to keep working and doing what I’m doing right now or should I really do something like that?

So I’ve seen these kits that can grow some Cubensis and was wondering if that was a good was to immerse myself just to learn the basics, if not what would yall recommend?

So last week, I took my biggest dose yet probably about 2.5 to 3 g and it was pretty intense for a little bit of it, almost a little too much. Ended up riding it out and had a very enjoyable 3-4 hours after but if I take the same dose will it have the same effects or will it feel lesser? I trip like 2-3 times a month at most also so my tolerance isn’t crazy.