u/BoobOrAsss

21M.

I don’t know i have many mental issues.

I have adhd ( recently diagnosed but i knew had it for 3 years after getting to know about this condition ) and autism ( not diagnosed but i suspect, btw the real curse kind not the insta/twitter bullshit ).

I am weird and have masked it with a random personality since childhood( kinda copied from people’s talks / thoughts and jokes here and there ).

I don’t know what to do socially unless told to do something and then do it like a robot.
This things have been always present since i can remember(but i ignored it cuz i did’t know i have something wrong ) and is very visible since i joined college.

the two thing i want to do is :

1. Get an actual

long term

1. relationship ( i have hit and run in the past for the past few times but i feel like it’s due to my own social incapability and not due to my

immorality)

relationships usually went like :
> girls shows interest
> i kinda say pre-written scripts
> go on a date, don’t know wtf is happening (2-3x )
> maybe sleep
> don’t know what to do next
> chats get dry
> I break up cuz i feel like liability

2. Also since i can’t even form shallow “hi,hello, what’s good nga ?” type of relations with people around me who i see daily for years , i have been falling behind in life due to the opportunities i lost.

What to do about this ?

L: max 7inch +- 0.2
G : idk

for me it’s DDP, he just seems funny and playful. Also cuz he’s african asf.

in Vasai West, jio isn’t working for life. please spam complain and get sht up.
imagine not having access to stable internet in 2026.

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>Last year I got PW Parakram batch around July and ended up getting around 5k rank.

>This time I got GO Classes lectures from Telegram.

>The lectures are way too long and there’s too much content.

>I keep thinking about how to structure everything instead of actually studying.

>Like which subject first, how many lectures a day, how to cover backlog etc.

>End up procrastinating a lot because of this.

>Motivation isn’t really the problem, I just feel lost with so much content and no structure.

If anyone was in a similar situation and figured it out, help pls

>What does your day look like

>What fun activities you do

>What’s your goal in life

>or just any advice worth sharing

They are saying that they will not give NOC if a candidate opts for placements and later decide to take admission for mtech.

NOC is not required right ? And i can just do gate anyways and take admission in iit without playing with college’s shenanigans or they can actually not let me take admission for mtech if i sit for placements.