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So I am 6 months into no contact. Sometimes when the waves come back, I need to vent a little bit in some subreddits and then delete the post.

So I got out of a relationship of 8 months where the last 2 or 3 months were nightmares, honestly.

She pulled away during that period. I tried to understand and talk about it, and every time we talked I felt happy that we were getting somewhere and that we were gonna fix this. All I thought was that she was stressed and overwhelmed because it was her last year in uni and she was starting her internship hunt, etc., and also she is kinda too emotional, so I said that's not really about me.

Plus the fake hope she kept feeding me. In the end, she told me too many confusing things. She said I was her crush before I asked her to be my gf (then said to a friend she didn't expect me to ask her). She said that she lost feelings the last two weeks of the relationship (then said to the same friend that she lost them 3 months prior). I asked her if she wanted to continue the relationship and she said yes, yet we broke up 3 weeks later.

Besides some bullshit about how she wants to live with butterflies till the end of life, and that she pictures us as a family but she is confused and doesn't know if she lost feelings... and many other things that felt weird too, but let's not make this post too long.

The main feeling here is anger because she handled this situation so poorly, honestly.

Plus, sometimes I regret opening up to a mutual friend because I feel that she already told her and that this is not in my favor.
so yeah i am trying to learn how to control my emotions cause the waves sometimes come in batches and sometimes they dont, and when they do i cant do anything i just pass a day or two in bed watching reels
i wanna improove this cause i dont know how much this thing gonna live with me

Anyways, thanks to everyone who read the post. Stay safe and please don't run from your problems.

So i was ysing topical minox then stoped for 3 months wich led to an extreme shading

My question is should i reuse it again ?

Or the hair will be back after a while?

I am not referring to a breakup caused by differences in morals, conflicts, or major arguments. I mean a vague breakup where one person simply states that their feelings have shifted

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The first 4 to 5 months were good; we had a good connection and nice moments. After that, a lot had been going on with her: her last year in university, party preparation, last exams, and an internship search. Because she stresses a lot, I sensed some withdrawal during those moments, along with some unlike girlfriend/boyfriend behaviors. (I’m not going to go into details because I feel there is no point). The important thing is that I noticed it and tried to talk about it,not from an angry standpoint, but to show her that she needed to do more.

I talked about it, and every time I did, I felt like it was okay and we were back to the good days for 3 or 4 days. But then, we would go right back again.

During the period of her last exams, we met up after a holiday. I was purposely trying to show that my energy was low towards her; I didn't even hug her when we went home, but she didn't bother to ask why or do anything about it. After that, we went for a week of no contact. I didn't contact her, so she didn't contact me either. One day, I just asked her about a specific exam, and that was it.

After the exams, we talked. I began by asking her if she wanted to continue the relationship or not, and told her that I felt she was not liking what we had. She said yes, she wanted to continue. Then, she started complaining about things I was worried about too. In a way, I was happy because I thought it was just a misunderstanding that could be fixed, since we both wanted to. We met up again to talk, and everything felt happy and we were good.

But later, the same thing happened.

So, during the final talk, I guess she told me a lot of confusing things. She told me that I was her crush. She said that she saw us as a family with kids, and that it would work perfectly fine. She said that she loved me, but she was confused about whether it was romantically or not. She was confused about whether she had lost interest or if it was just a phase. Apparently, she wanted a break, and I didn't catch that. She said that she wanted to feel the butterflies from the start to the end, that the sparks had faded, and that she wanted to live "la vie en rose." We ended the night with hugs and kisses. I told her that this was something within herself that she needed to figure out, still thinking she was just stressed and might need some time.

After that night, we went for a week of no contact. I broke the silence, saying I wanted an answer. That night, she said she saw a break as a good option. I refused and broke up with her. I did it with a "good talk," telling her that it was a hard decision for me, that I would never recover from her, and that she was the source of happiness for me,words which I regret every bit of right now. She even told me then that she knew I hadn't understood she was asking for a break, but she had just kept silent. She also claimed that she had only been having those feelings for the last two weeks.

Later, she told a friend that she had lost interest even way earlier,maybe at the very start of those months when the spark faded. She told them she didn't expect me to ask her to be my girlfriend, so apparently, I was never her crush.

Now, somehow, every weird thing that happened earlier after the initial spark months makes sense; I can link it all to the breakup. I feel like I'm dumb. Every time I remember how I had to remind her how to act, I tell myself I'm an idiot and that I should have ended things earlier. Even on the night she was asking for a breakup, I don't know why I handled it the way I did. I was so dumb. I can't understand why someone would lose interest over nothing, because there were no actual problems between us. My system just cannot accept it.

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m student
trying to go into the freelance world(dev/cloud/devops)
jarabt ncontacti local businesses welle nabaath messaget online, but havent gotten any replies
i tried upwork but again its hard to get that first client

if you've been here before, what actually worked for you to get that first yes? Any simple tips where to look or how to start exactly

Is this a good idea ?

I just want to say that she treated me badly and that she could have handled the situation better. I don’t want her to reply or change her opinion

I just want to express how I feel and leave it at that

for real f social media
i keep getting reels : you gave too much attention,ignored red flags, stayed when you should've left.....
and because the breakup was i lost interest with a confusing and contradictory speech like i cant help it but feel like things adds up
i feel like the breakup was all on me and that if i acted differently she would've been with me now
i cant help it but feel like m a piece of shit, like m stupid and naive and i lack a lot of self esteem
even tho m sure i communicated a lot and i even asked her if she wanna continue this relation ship or no (she said yes and we ended up breaking up 3 weeks later)
this whole thing is tearing me down fr, and i feel like my insecurity is growing a bit by bit
i really need to hear what i can do so i can get past this, should i talk to her ? will that help me ?

for real f social media
i keep getting those reels: u gave attention too fast, ignored red flags, made them ur priority, stayed when shouldve left...
it makes me feel like m a piece of shit, like m some sort of dumb or naive
and because my breakup was just about her "loosing interest" with a lot of confusing and contradictory speach i feel like things adds up
sometimes i feel like i am the one responsible for the breakup and that if i acted differently she would ve been with me right now
i dont even know if those quotes apply to me cause i did communicate everything i even asked her if she is willing to continue this relatioonship and she said yes (a month later we broke up)
i really think my insecurity is growing a bit by bit and i would appreciate any piece of advice
should i talk to her ? will that help me ?