u/Brave-Following3274

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m student
trying to go into the freelance world(dev/cloud/devops)
jarabt ncontacti local businesses welle nabaath messaget online, but havent gotten any replies
i tried upwork but again its hard to get that first client

if you've been here before, what actually worked for you to get that first yes? Any simple tips where to look or how to start exactly

Is this a good idea ?

I just want to say that she treated me badly and that she could have handled the situation better. I don’t want her to reply or change her opinion

I just want to express how I feel and leave it at that

for real f social media
i keep getting reels : you gave too much attention,ignored red flags, stayed when you should've left.....
and because the breakup was i lost interest with a confusing and contradictory speech like i cant help it but feel like things adds up
i feel like the breakup was all on me and that if i acted differently she would've been with me now
i cant help it but feel like m a piece of shit, like m stupid and naive and i lack a lot of self esteem
even tho m sure i communicated a lot and i even asked her if she wanna continue this relation ship or no (she said yes and we ended up breaking up 3 weeks later)
this whole thing is tearing me down fr, and i feel like my insecurity is growing a bit by bit
i really need to hear what i can do so i can get past this, should i talk to her ? will that help me ?

for real f social media
i keep getting those reels: u gave attention too fast, ignored red flags, made them ur priority, stayed when shouldve left...
it makes me feel like m a piece of shit, like m some sort of dumb or naive
and because my breakup was just about her "loosing interest" with a lot of confusing and contradictory speach i feel like things adds up
sometimes i feel like i am the one responsible for the breakup and that if i acted differently she would ve been with me right now
i dont even know if those quotes apply to me cause i did communicate everything i even asked her if she is willing to continue this relatioonship and she said yes (a month later we broke up)
i really think my insecurity is growing a bit by bit and i would appreciate any piece of advice
should i talk to her ? will that help me ?