goodnight 🩵

Between what was written
and what I begged Heaven to rewrite,
I built a house,
and called it patience.

The wind borrowed its doors.
Time carried away its roof.
Even the walls
learned the quiet language of cracks.

Still, every evening,
I lit a lamp
not because I believed
someone was on their way,
but because I refused
to let the darkness believe
it had inherited my name.

I have learned
that deserts are not cruel.

They simply ask every traveler,
"What is it you cannot live without?"

Some answer, Water.
Some answer, Love.
But the wise lower their gaze
and whisper, Mercy.

We spend our lives
believing we are searching for the road,

until one silent dawn
we discover

the road has been searching for us
all along.

Every farewell
buries a small grave between the ribs.

We call it memory,
because grief is too sacred a word
for ordinary conversation.

There are souls who arrive like rain,
awakening gardens
that had forgotten
they still knew how to bloom.

And there are souls who leave
like the setting sun,

taking nothing with them
except the warmth
you never realized
you had been living inside.

Perhaps fate
is a script already written.

Then dignity is reading
every painful line

without teaching your voice to tremble,
without allowing your heart
to forget its Maker.

So if you ever pass
the ruins of the house I built,

do not mourn it.

Sit beneath what remains.

For even a fallen home
can still offer shade.

And the tree never belongs
to the one who harvested its fruit;

it belongs to the one who planted it,
watered it with unseen tears,
and believed in spring
long before the first leaf
dared to appear.

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u/BrushForsaken9128 — 17 hours ago

goodnight 🩵

Between what was written
and what I begged Heaven to rewrite,
I built a house,
and called it patience.

The wind borrowed its doors.
Time carried away its roof.
Even the walls
learned the quiet language of cracks.

Still, every evening,
I lit a lamp
not because I believed
someone was on their way,
but because I refused
to let the darkness believe
it had inherited my name.

I have learned
that deserts are not cruel.

They simply ask every traveler,
"What is it you cannot live without?"

Some answer, Water.
Some answer, Love.
But the wise lower their gaze
and whisper, Mercy.

We spend our lives
believing we are searching for the road,

until one silent dawn
we discover

the road has been searching for us
all along.

Every farewell
buries a small grave between the ribs.

We call it memory,
because grief is too sacred a word
for ordinary conversation.

There are souls who arrive like rain,
awakening gardens
that had forgotten
they still knew how to bloom.

And there are souls who leave
like the setting sun,

taking nothing with them
except the warmth
you never realized
you had been living inside.

Perhaps fate
is a script already written.

Then dignity is reading
every painful line

without teaching your voice to tremble,
without allowing your heart
to forget its Maker.

So if you ever pass
the ruins of the house I built,

do not mourn it.

Sit beneath what remains.

For even a fallen home
can still offer shade.

And the tree never belongs
to the one who harvested its fruit;

it belongs to the one who planted it,
watered it with unseen tears,
and believed in spring
long before the first leaf
dared to appear.

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u/BrushForsaken9128 — 17 hours ago

my most embarrassing school moment 😭

this happened when i was living in the US a while back.

me and a few friends were sitting around during lunch just talking nonsense. one of them said something so dumb that i looked at him and said "bro... you're so..." starts snapping fingers because my dumbahh forgot the word i wanted to say 🥀

my accent saw the opportunity and came back from vacation. instead of saying stupid, i confidently said "stew-bid."

there was about one second of complete silence and i didnt even notice until the loudest guy (my best friend) started cackling and said "STEW-BID???" and the whole cafeteria heard him.

for the next week, nobody called each other stupid anymore. it was: "don't be stew-bid.", "bro why are you acting stew-bid?", "dont let emir catch you being stew-bid."

the worst part? it somehow escaped our lunch table. i'd walk past random people i'd never spoken to before and hear "psst...stew-bid."

one guy answered a question wrong in class and someone quietly whispered "stew-bid." and then the teacher asked so my friend explained it to her too 😭

to this day i still pause for a second before saying the word "stupid" just to make sure my arab passport doesn't reactivate.

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u/BrushForsaken9128 — 20 hours ago

so awkward

last night i was out for my usual bike ride and pulled up next to another rider at a red light.

i looked over and said, "yo bro, nice bike."

he nodded, so i started yapping. i kept complimenting the bike, asked what model it was, then asked if he could rev it, which he did. after that, he nodded and pointed at me to rev mine.

the whole time "he" wasn't saying a word. i was just thinking, ''damn this guy is quiet. maybe he's an introvert... or mute idk.'' 😭

next light, "he" lifted the visor...

it was a girl.

wallahi i have never twisted the throttle so fast in my life.

i didn't even say bye or sorry.

i just disappeared. 💔

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u/BrushForsaken9128 — 1 day ago

so awkward

last night i was out for my usual bike ride and pulled up next to another rider at a red light.

i looked over and said, "yo bro, nice bike."

he nodded, so i started yapping. i kept complimenting the bike, then asked if he could rev it, which he did. after that, he nodded and pointed at me to rev mine.

the whole time "he" wasn't saying a word. i was just thinking, ''damn this guy is quiet. maybe he's an introvert... or mute idk.'' 😭

next light, "he" lifted the visor...

it was a girl.

wallahi i have never twisted the throttle so fast in my life.

i didn't even say bye or sorry.

i just disappeared. 💔

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u/BrushForsaken9128 — 1 day ago

remote controls are so shy 🥲

whenever too many people start looking for them, they instinctively hide in the sofa until everyone settles down

it's a defense mechanism 💔

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u/BrushForsaken9128 — 1 day ago
▲ 12 r/TeenPaki+1 crossposts

someone asked if they could see the horses

the racehorse's (aseel) gone for training for an upcoming tournament and will be back in a month. these are the other ones

u/BrushForsaken9128 — 2 days ago

whats a saying that u or ur family say a lot?

mine's in arabic that roughly translates to: ''He tried to put eyeliner on her, but he blinded her instead.''

you say this when someone attempted to improve a situation but made it far worse instead.

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u/BrushForsaken9128 — 2 days ago

my eagle's gay

https://preview.redd.it/mm56uw2nweah1.png?width=720&format=png&auto=webp&s=a77aaabd45b184ecd9ffcea04610b07ce4a144c9

first of all, wtf

for context, I have a pair of eagles (Barq & Razan) and I’ve had them for a while. still no babies

I thought the issue was Barq cuz Razan has had a kid before but he died so I decided to bring in another male to “fix” things cuz who doesnt want a cute little eagle family

yeah…this new guy is NOT interested in that girl at all 😭he’s only trying to impress Barq.

i entered to feed them and i was so shocked by what i saw that i just took it out and called my cousin to take it to his house, i dont want it anymore

no grandkids for me ig 💔🦅

(p.s. the previous couple isn't gay. this new prick was and has been sent away. my kids arent like that 🥀)

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u/BrushForsaken9128 — 2 days ago

uth jao ap sab

salam alaikum!

my first ever morning message (ig its 1pm for yall but ignore)🥰

go make yourself a good cup of tea, enjoy life, stay relaxed, do your thing, dont overthink it, just live a bit

keep your head up and stay easy

sending love 💙

aight bye 👋

u/BrushForsaken9128 — 2 days ago

weird experience

I'm a Muslim, but I've never really believed in things like people causing physical harm through magic, bracelets, talismans, threads, etc. It always sounded a bit strange to me. But something happened that's been sitting in my head.

I was at a family gathering. One of my extended relatives (no one knows her well ngl) came up to me, tied a black thread around my wrist, and said something along the lines of, "Wear this, it's for protection.". Yk, normal superstitious stuff after complimenting.

Out of respect, I didn't refuse.

When I got home, my mom immediately noticed it and got annoyed. She told me to take it off straight away because ''we don't wear things like that or believe they protect us''. I forgot about it and didn't remove it right away because it was knotted pretty tightly. My mom says she cut it off when I was asleep tho

Anyway, in the morning.. I woke up, got out of bed, and nearly fell over and even had to call my dad for help. The arm with the thread felt completely numb, and my back was hurting so badly that even taking a deep breath hurt. I hadn't injured myself, I hadn't done anything unusual at the gym, I wasn't sick, and I went to sleep feeling completely fine the night before. I've also been weirdly angry and irritated these past few days for no obvious reason.

Now, before anyone says "go to a doctor," I'm not saying I'm avoiding medical explanations. I already got checked out from 2 different doctors cuz my dad forced me and they said nothings wrong with me

The thing that's making me think is my parents have always been very strict about not wearing or eating random things people give you outside the family, especially after we've had some weird experiences in the past where people allegedly have tried black magic against our family. I never really gave much thought to it before.

So now I'm wondering if I'm just overthinking because of the timing, or if this is simply a bizarre coincidence.

Has anyone else experienced something similar? What would you do in this situation?

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u/BrushForsaken9128 — 2 days ago

posting here as well

Take it easy, beautiful.

The universe has enough impossible things already
it doesn't need you making perfection look effortless.

You walk into a room, and somehow silence becomes respectful.
The moon steals your glow.

The stars rearrange themselves just to catch another glimpse of you.
Even the wind slows down, afraid it'll miss your smile.

If loving you were measured in distance,
I'd wear out every road on Earth.
I'd climb mountains until they learned my name,
cross oceans without asking where the shore was,
walk barefoot across burning deserts,
stand in the middle of every storm,
and argue with fate itself...

just to hear you say, "Salam."

I'd learn every language if it meant I could tell you you're beautiful in all of them.
I'd count every grain of sand,
memorize every constellation,
and convince gravity to loosen its grip
if it meant your burdens became even a little lighter.

You're the page every love story forgot to write.
The reason flowers bloom without being asked.
The melody birds have been trying to imitate for centuries.
The quiet answer poets spend their entire lives searching for.

You're sweeter than Basbousa.
Warmer than the first sunrise after winter.
Rarer than a shooting star that waits for someone to make a wish.
Kinder than forgiveness.
Gentler than peace itself.

If the sun asked me where it should rise,
I'd point toward you.

If time stopped,
I'd apologize for every second you had to spend without knowing how extraordinary you are.

If the universe ended tomorrow,
I'd ask for one last miracle...

five more minutes with you.

My heart belongs to you.
My thoughts belong to you.
Every prayer I whisper somehow finds its way back to you.

You are my calm in chaos.
My favorite coincidence.
My safest place.
The home I never knew I was searching for.

And if I had to live a thousand lives,

I'd spend every single one

looking for you again.

(This seemed better in Arabic but anyway)

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u/BrushForsaken9128 — 4 days ago

hmmmm

Take it easy, beautiful.

The universe has enough impossible things already
it doesn't need you making perfection look effortless.

You walk into a room, and somehow silence becomes respectful.
The moon steals your glow.

The stars rearrange themselves just to catch another glimpse of you.
Even the wind slows down, afraid it'll miss your smile.

If loving you were measured in distance,
I'd wear out every road on Earth.
I'd climb mountains until they learned my name,
cross oceans without asking where the shore was,
walk barefoot across burning deserts,
stand in the middle of every storm,
and argue with fate itself...

just to hear you say, "Salam."

I'd learn every language if it meant I could tell you you're beautiful in all of them.
I'd count every grain of sand,
memorize every constellation,
and convince gravity to loosen its grip
if it meant your burdens became even a little lighter.

You're the page every love story forgot to write.
The reason flowers bloom without being asked.
The melody birds have been trying to imitate for centuries.
The quiet answer poets spend their entire lives searching for.

You're sweeter than Basbousa.
Warmer than the first sunrise after winter.
Rarer than a shooting star that waits for someone to make a wish.
Kinder than forgiveness.
Gentler than peace itself.

If the sun asked me where it should rise,
I'd point toward you.

If time stopped,
I'd apologize for every second you had to spend without knowing how extraordinary you are.

If the universe ended tomorrow,
I'd ask for one last miracle...

five more minutes with you.

My heart belongs to you.
My thoughts belong to you.
Every prayer I whisper somehow finds its way back to you.

You are my calm in chaos.
My favorite coincidence.
My safest place.
The home I never knew I was searching for.

And if I had to live a thousand lives,

I'd spend every single one

looking for you again.

(This seemed better in Arabic but anyway)

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u/BrushForsaken9128 — 4 days ago

De*d sub

Got any stereotypes, assumptions, or random questions about Jordan, it's people, or culture?

Ask anything. I'll tell you if it's true, false, exaggerated, or somewhere in the middle 😭

I won't judge (maybe)

*no political or religious fights or discussions*

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u/BrushForsaken9128 — 4 days ago