u/Bulky-Nebula-6371

I accidentally became too good at beating the food system.

A few years ago I was the guy buying overpriced organic everything while constantly feeling broke and hungry.

Then I started learning:

• markdown schedules
• discount sections
• buffet loopholes
• church/community feeds
• food shelf life
• what actually spoils vs what people think spoils

I became obsessed with maximizing food abundance.

Pepperoni lasts forever.
Certain cheeses barely die.
Fermented foods survive everything.
Eggs? I’ve eaten eggs months “expired” multiple times with zero issues.

Eventually I got so efficient that my freezer became completely packed.

Then my fridge.

Then my life.

I started feeling psychologically obligated to eat things before they spoiled.
Couldn’t fast anymore.
Couldn’t flow anymore.
Every time I opened the fridge it felt like unfinished tasks staring at me.

Today I finally snapped and threw away around 200 pounds of meat.

And weirdly…
it felt amazing.

Because I realized something:

There’s a difference between abundance and burden.

I don’t want a fridge that controls my behavior.
I want flow.
Freedom.
Mobility.

Now my new goal is keeping my fridge intentionally EMPTY except for what I actively use.

Never thought minimalism would hit me through frozen sausage.

Anyone else accidentally created a similar burden?

I accidentally became too good at beating the food system.

A few years ago I was the guy buying overpriced organic everything while constantly feeling broke and hungry.

Then I started learning:

• markdown schedules
• discount sections
• buffet loopholes
• church/community feeds
• food shelf life
• what actually spoils vs what people think spoils

I became obsessed with maximizing food abundance.

Pepperoni lasts forever.
Certain cheeses barely die.
Fermented foods survive everything.
Eggs? I’ve eaten eggs months “expired” multiple times with zero issues.

Eventually I got so efficient that my freezer became completely packed.

Then my fridge.

Then my life.

I started feeling psychologically obligated to eat things before they spoiled.
Couldn’t fast anymore.
Couldn’t flow anymore.
Every time I opened the fridge it felt like unfinished tasks staring at me.

Today I finally snapped and threw away around 200 pounds of meat.

And weirdly…
it felt amazing.

Because I realized something:

There’s a difference between abundance and burden.

I don’t want a fridge that controls my behavior.
I want flow.
Freedom.
Mobility.

Now my new goal is keeping my fridge intentionally EMPTY except for what I actively use.

Never thought minimalism would hit me through frozen sausage.

Anyone else accidentally created a similar burden?

hey guys, I’m a young male in my 20s

And for the longest time I would just buy the most expensive crap organic ect

I remember as a child I used to wash those coupon shows

Where people were always just using coupons for everything they bought

And they were saying how they saved hundreds of dollars

Long story short, I was tired of always being hungry feeling like I could never enjoy food and have enough for other stuff

and so I became one of those people

I’ve always hated the thought of being a hoarder. I’m very neat very precise very clean and very cautious to keep anything that’s crap.

I would say, I perfected the art of throwing shit away

Until I started diving into the America food system fully

I was trapped in my own paradigm, thinking prices were endlessly going up and it was a cost

Oh boy, was I wrong?

I started hitting up homeless feeds

Going to Random church events diners

Having my girlfriend buy me food

hitting up the hospital

going to the university buffet for $9 all you can eat and if you buy bulk it comes out to $7 all you can eat

then I got good at finding markdowns

what was worth the squeeze

hitting up Food 4 Less discount section hitting up Fred Meyer their discount section

it got to the point that I got so good especially discerning what doesn’t spoil well like pepperoni yogurt cheese Fermented foods

and surprisingly eggs

I had packed of eggs multiple times three months out of date and they were still good

Long story short

I’ve created so much abundance that I’ve had no longer any room in my freezer

And I was always feeling obligated to finish things before they spoil

I created this disbalance of frustration

And interfering with my goals, which I like to fast but every time I now had all this food in the fridge and I made silly reasons I can’t fast while obligating myself to these crazy constraints so today it became enough is enough.

today I finally threw out two bags of probably 200 pounds of meat!!!!!!

I can’t believe I even got here, but damn does it feel good! I’m never going back to hoarding so much in my fringe!!!!

now I plan to keep my fridge empty without any obligations!

anyways, I’m posting this because I feel like achieve something that other people probably went through!

Has anyone here perfected doing OBS on command?
Anytime and anywhere?

is there a series of dedicated steps that can lead a person on this path to have this ability?

How does one access a voice like Socrates, guardian? How much of a thread like this of information do we have from ancient past?

I’m assuming some of you guys are using the gateway experience towards different extents then just the mudane.

Hey guys, the more tapes I do

It seems that areas in my chest in my stomach and my forehead

Feel super euphoric

And noticeably different as if there’s glowing sensations

What exactly is this energy that I feel?

is this my energy body that I’m feeling?

seems to get stronger the longer I do tapes

so i just moved here recently and im starting to think i made a mistake lol.

went on a date last night with a girl i met a week ago. she seemed totally normal, cool vibe, whatever. we went for a drink and then headed back to my truck. we started getting into it a little bit but as soon as we started kissing she just... lost it.

she started full-on sobbing. like crying so hard she couldn't breathe. she kept rambling about some

'memo' she got at work yesterday and that she's probably gonna lose her house and '300' people are getting fired. she kept calling her bosses 'clowns' and saying the whole place is a disaster.

i think she said she works at one of the big hospitals here but i didn't catch which one because she was so hysterical. it was super awkward, i basically just had to drive her home while she cried. is there some huge crisis going on here that i don't know about? or did i just find a crazy one? i've lived in a few cities but i've never had a first date turn into a funeral.