u/Busy_Reading_5803

I do need advice on this because I feel crazy.

Called my energy back two days ago because work, money and my weight have changed drastically. I called it back and felt lighter. Hours later an ex contacted me and a family friend, who I believe is envious, contacted me with drama.
I decided to do it again this morning. I can’t get off the toilet (sorry for TMI) and super dizzy. I ran errands and the person I was calling my energy back from was at the same store and said hi. I haven’t spoken to him in a year and I believe he was a hidden woman hater and hasn’t felt right since dating him. Also wanted to add. We live in the same town and I haven’t even seen him since things ended and I felt very heavy from his energy.

What does this all mean? I am very new to it.

Hello. I am very new to this sub. I only have been dating someone shy of three months and realized that he was a functional alcoholic. Every night when he drank for a week straight he would start critiquing me and saying the meanest things then we would wake up and he would forget what he said the night prior. I started realizing he has a drinking issue so I tried to end things on the 4th he gave me his word he would change I said okay. Two days later I get sick at a restaurant and had to go home, he stayed to watch game and drink. He then broke up with me and when I asked why he said I don’t make him feel like a man with how I speak to him. I said, well you’re a mean drunk almost every night? He said he wasn’t and blamed me.

Like I said, I’m so new to this. I am now receiving all the blame for a drunk persons action towards me and I’m having a very hard time handling that and it’s actually make me feel crazy like I didn’t something wrong.

I’ve been with my boyfriend for 2-3 months. The other night I (36F) saw a naked girl in my boyfriend’s (34M) chat (saw it because he left chat open on the bar table while he was drunk).
I said what is that?? He said his best friend sent his gf’s naked picture to him and he doesn’t know why he did that. I put my hands up and said I was done after I felt like he blamed me by saying “curiosity killed the cat” he then proceeded to try to jump out of my car while I was driving yelling at me. The last two days we’ve been trying to work things out, but whenever we are out he has been saying things like “you don’t know what love is and I question it. Or saying I’m “sensitive.” He said he will never give this friend up becasue he was his best friend at his wedding before his wife passed. The naked picture thing was one thing, but telling me “you don’t know how to love” has me very twisted in the head. I feel like this relationship is dead end and does any one ever been in this position where they love someone so much, but don’t know if they can physically do this? Thanks.