Lost....
Ok, I'm going to put this out there and I honestly don't expect it to help. I am a 44 year old man, I have a wife and daughter. I made my last new friend in 1999. When I was 14 ijoined a community and a hobby that was my entire world, I met my wife there. I have never made a single friend outside of this group About 6 years ago I had a serious falling out with this group and decided that I needed to quit. (For contact this is a midevial combat group.) So I did, I have no interest outside of fighting itself, no interest in adjacent sports or history or anything related to it, just the fighting. Im 44, I am lost now. I don't share any common things with anyone around me. I can't even have normal 44 year old guy conversations, I don't watch sports, or tv, I don't listen to any music or podcasts, I don't have any social media besides this account I made specifically for this post. I don't read unless I have to. Ihave been told to volunteer as way to meet people, but I have a rule to never work unless I am being paid. I work alone, so no coworkers to talk to. I am an atheist. I don't go anywhere regularly. I have been told I have eliminated nearly, if not all, ways men my age meet people. But I don't know what to do. Also, since I left the group not one person has tried to contact me, or responded to any calls or texts I have sent. I am lost