I have these two Cactuses for 2 years now and have thought about putting them together in a new bigger pot.
The issue is i don't know if its a good idea and if the could live together in the same soil. I still have to do some research but i decided to look here if i can get any smarter.
And any suggestions where i could get more information about cactuses and them repotting and what soil is the best? x
Ive been laying in my bed, scrolling through social media and see some people genuinely enjoying their life, their passion and the work that they chose like theater. And i wonder to myself what to do. I wish to do so many things but i don't know if this is truly smt i want. When i dont know i ask artificial intelligence questions about why this particular behavior is happening or taking random quizzes so maybe i find more smt about MYSELF?!!?? I genuinely dont know if this is normal, almost everyone i know, knows what they wanna do in their future but then there is me, like a sore thumb sticking in a beautiful well maintained garden. Like anyone else had smt similar going on and can twll me smt. I am genuinely so tired of everything and anything. Idk..*
Ive been laying in my bed, scrolling through social media and see some people genuinely enjoying their life, their passion and the work that they chose like theater. And i wonder to myself what to do. I wish to do so many things but i don't know if this is truly smt i want. When i dont know i ask Ai questions about why this particular behavior is happening or taking random quizzes so maybe i find more smt about MYSELF?!!?? I genuinely dont know if this is normal, almost everyone i know, knows what they wanna do in their future but then there is me, like a sore thumb sticking in a beautiful well maintained garden. Like anyone else had smt similar going on and can twll me smt. I am genuinely so tired of everything and anything. Idk.. f
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Need smb to genuinely give me a brutal reality check, insult me degrade me do wtv but i need to start slowly living not surviving.
Ive been depressed since the age of 9,not knowing anything, being assaulted, wondering why im stuck in this body and cant move on to another one and live their life. And now im 18 soon 19 and i cant keep living like this.
Ive tried k1llng myself, didnt work, and i genuinely didn't expect to live this long and i keep imagining myself being in the future, where im hopefully successful, can live my life but currently im in this endless loop of depression. I'm not diagnosed with anything and that's what also might make it worse. I cant even take any drugs or smt to distract myself enough cuz i dont have the Budget .
I myself know i have potential, i am knowledgeable, i can be pretty, i could be anything but i fucking sabotage myself. I'm a fat insecure bitch who is trying but isn't doing enough. I'm slowly losing faith in religion which makes it worse cuz that was the only thing that was close to me. I can't say I don't have friends but at the same time i never know who to call a friend or classmate or wtv. I either feel way to much, way too careying and understanding but then i get to the point of not giving a fuck. IDFK
I wish to live but not like this, i cant go on surviving. Im still in highschool, living with family, i cant move out or anything. Under this roof i suffered and i have to get better in the same roof cuz i cant get out yet to make a change happen somewhere else.