So I saw my psychologist yesterday and he is worried about new symptoms that have come up for me and said he wanted me to see my medical practitioner within 24 hours. I currently have an appointment arranged a day later than that, but we’ll see. Anyway he’s thinking I may have to go to hospital and I’m really freaked out by that. I said I would go to a medical ward, but not a psych ward or ED clinic. I would rather die tbh.
This morning I looked in the mirror and actually saw how skinny I really am. It kinda grossed me out tbh, but not enough to make me want to recover. I don’t know how or when I will get to that stage. I have been at my lowest weight for days now. Usually I fluctuate, but I haven’t been and my period is late.
This is probably unrelated, but does anyone else have sensitive teeth? I don’t eat sugary things and I don’t purge or eat acidic things, but lately it feels like all my teeth need fillings. Totally random I know, but just thought I’d ask?
Does therapy only work if you have accepted you are willing to recover or can you receive therapy to help you towards willingness to recover? I hope that makes sense and isn’t too stupid a question. Basically I know I have a problem and really need help but I don’t feel ready to recover yet. I’m hoping the psychologist I have just started seeing can do therapy with me to overcome the obstacles that are stopping me from wanting to go into recovery.
I’m feeling really stressed out because my weight was at its “allowed” peak this morning and I just had a binge. I’m really scared what the scales are going to say in the morning and how I’m going to lose the extra weight quickly. I feel so fat.
I went to a new hairdresser and was very specific on the colour I wanted. I still had the colour in my lengths, I just needed my regrowth done and I always get this done with 1/2 a head of foils. Anyway, the hairdresser agreed to what I wanted, which was a natural looking golden blonde and what she did was bright Barbie blonde with two extra, even lighter foils at the front. I knew it looked brighter, but I couldn’t see how much until I got home into natural light and it had dried. (I only ever have it towel dried.) However, after the appointment I did run my fingers through my hair and I got a whole heap of white strands break off. When I got home and combed it the comb was full of white hair and you could see my natural colour clearly in between, even though I had asked for a blonde that would blend well with my natural colour. Lastly, when I went to tie my hair back there was a huge gap between my natural colour and the start of the foils. A really obvious line. It looks ridiculous. I rang them the next day and said I wanted it fixed and they made me an appointment for 10 days time. Should I have to walk around feeling anxious and embarrassed about my hair for 10 DAYS? Please advise. Thank you. I paid $190 just for the foils.
I went to a new hairdresser and was very specific on the colour I wanted. I still had the colour in my lengths, I just needed my regrowth done and I always get this done with 1/2 a head of foils. Anyway, the hairdresser agreed to what I wanted, which was a natural looking golden blonde and what she did was bright Barbie blonde with two extra, even lighter foils at the front. I knew it looked brighter, but I couldn’t see how much until I got home into natural light and it had dried. (I only ever have it towel dried.) However, after the appointment I did run my fingers through my hair and I got a whole heap of white strands break off. When I got home and combed it the comb was full of white hair and you could see my natural colour clearly in between, even though I had asked for a blonde that would blend well with my natural colour. Lastly, when I went to tie my hair back there was a huge gap between my natural colour and the start of the foils. A really obvious line. It looks ridiculous. I rang them the next day and said I wanted it fixed and they made me an appointment for 10 days time. Should I have to walk around feeling anxious and embarrassed about my hair for 10 DAYS? Please advise. Thank you. I paid $190 just for the foils.
I went to a new hairdresser and was very specific on the colour I wanted. I still had the colour in my lengths, I just needed my regrowth done and I always get this done with 1/2 a head of foils. Anyway, the hairdresser agreed to what I wanted, which was a natural looking golden blonde and what she did was bright Barbie blonde with two extra, even lighter foils at the front. I knew it looked brighter, but I couldn’t see how much until I got home into natural light and it had dried. (I only ever have it towel dried.) However, after the appointment I did run my fingers through my hair and I got a whole heap of white strands break off. When I got home and combed it the comb was full of white hair and you could see my natural colour clearly in between, even though I had asked for a blonde that would blend well with my natural colour. Lastly, when I went to tie my hair back there was a huge gap between my natural colour and the start of the foils. A really obvious line. It looks ridiculous. I rang them the next day and said I wanted it fixed and they made me an appointment for 10 days time. Should I have to walk around feeling anxious and embarrassed about my hair for 10 DAYS? Please advise. Thank you. I paid $190 just for the foils.