For context yes I had depression/anxiety/adhd being treated for all and yes, I’m in therapy. I just really enjoy turning on sad music for some reason. It just feels real and brings everything to reality if that makes sense. Does anyone else resonate?
I went on two dates with this guy and I feel like I’m being pressured to continue seeing him.
We met in person & he approached me and asked me on a date. We went on our first date last Sunday and it went well, he asked to pick me up and usually I’d prefer to meet there. On our way out in the car he put his hand on my thigh which I wasn’t entirely comfortable with.
On our first date he then asked me if we can hang out in a few days after I said maybe the following weekend.
Before the following weekend (yesterday) was the attached texts where I said I might be too tired to hangout but that I would keep him posted. I felt like he was not understanding my boundary that I wanted to take things slow.
Then yesterday on date two, he asked me about this coming Saturday and I said “I’ll let you know”. I then was looking at my calendar he told me to set a reminder to hangout with him. Even after I said I don’t know. He was thanking me for being “flexible” and working with him.
ALSO; after those messages which were exchanged before our second date, he ignored what I said and said “thank you for being flexible and for understanding”. So I said, “thank you also for understanding” even though he didn’t reply to my message lol.
This is honestly unattractive to me and I’m going to break things off with him but AIO?
I don’t know if the reaction around my mouth is from blowing my nose a lot or if it’s something else. I don’t know why it would be around my mouth because my nose doesn’t run to that area. I’ve also been breaking out a lot, and I was never wanting to have acne or pimples and it just seems like they keep appearing. I know this could possibly be due to stress, but I was wondering if these appear to be something else.
I have been applying for a new job since late last year (November December) with NO luck and I am really going head to head with my boss lately. I feel extremely discouraged and like I am in this mental prison and that I have to deal with it raw because I recently had an episode of intense substance abuse. I also caved in to a sexual affair with someone when I am trying to be abstinent and I have been obsessed with fantasizing about sexual thoughts. I am working really hard on my mental health because I feel like I have to but there are days it’s an up hill battle.
I’ve also been paying off debt for the past few months my finances are a joke because I was compulsively buying things, now I’m selling things & lowering my credit limit to climb out of debt.
Blue is natal orange is transit.
Any help would be appreciated
I have combined presenting ADHD (hyperactive/inattentive), and for the life of me I cannot do more than one chore daily or consistently. For example, I’m getting the dishes clean every day (24 hr rule for myself that they can be left in the sink) & I am not getting the laundry done or clean my bathroom counter (I do this once a week so my bathroom is not bad),.
I’m having a thought that I can’t shake — it’s that I have to do household chores for the next approximately *50 years* AND I will have to do chores for children who make messes (I want to have children).
How do I make this more stimulating and/or enjoyable? For me it’s just how BORING it is and carving out the time for it. I have to watch something or listen to music every time I do things.