u/Charming_Fuel8252

im fucking losing it rn i have no other choice

all the other subs i find are either dead or filled with OF models. i just wanna find a sub where i can see and prob post cosplays without 15 thousand netflix adaptation "jokes"

i had a good 4 months but now everything is getting bad again. i think theyre all starting to hate me and dont want me around. i feel so lonely and i want to cut

just saw somebody i considered my bsf/fp call somebody else their bsf. i feel hurt im ngl

i need to fucking date holy shit. i cant take this anymore. but evil ass men have made me a traumacel so its not like itll come easily

I LOVE LIVING IN A COUNTRY THAT HATES ME I LOVE HAVING MY VOTING RIGHTS SLOWLY BEING STRIPPED AWAY FROM ME I LOVE GOING BACK TO THE PRE CIVIL RIGHTS ERA I LOVE WHITE LEFTISTS TELLING ME TO SHUT UP BECAUSE IT MAKES THEM UNCOMFORTABLE I LOVE BEING NEUTERED IN A TIME WHERE WE NEED VOTING RIGHTS MORE THAN EVER I LOVE NOBODY ELSE FUCKING TALKING ABOUT THIS I LOVE EVERYBODY BEING COMPLIANT I LOVE HAVING AN OPENLY RACIST PEDO GENOCIDAL PRESIDENT I LOVE RIGHTOIDS HAVING ZERO GUILT OR EMPATHY I LOVE SOCIETY REGRESSING AND NOT BEING ABLE TO DO SHIT ABOUT IT

i went to a drag show last night and i loved it. though i did feel a bit sad seeing what im missing out on. im so sick of being closeted and having religion ruin what couldve been some of the few joys ill ever get out of my miserable life. ill never get to have a happy relationship or express myself the way i want because shunning your child is perfectly okay if youre a christian apparently. i feel so fucking trapped. my free time is constantly monopolized by christianity, my social life, my love life, like what the hell can i even do? and now school is about to end and ill have to go back to going from church to church just because im expected to. lowkey im really beginning to fucking loathe christianity

either way im fucked :/

forgot to put this in my title but since theres talk of sexuality: THIS IS NOT AN INVITATION TO DM. I AM A BLACK WOMAN, NOT THE SMALL WHITE CHILD PEDOPHILES THINK WE ALL ARE. FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF AND GET A HELIUM TANK AND A BAG

(cont. from title)

or something like that. i believe its orchidsexual or sex repulsed, but its pretty much almost the same experience as being ace in practice. i will never have a normal relationship at this rate :/ the only people who would want to be with me would only want meaningless sex and thats it, but anything related to sex has been completely ruined for me by religion and pedophiles (unrelated to each other). this is so ass 😭