u/CheekyVixxxen

I’ve decided that it’s time to remove this longing for you from my life. I wish you well, but this electricity is too much for me alone. I wish you would’ve used your words. Instead, you looked for ways around that to find an easy in. I told you I was born from trauma and learned to thrive in it. I could see through those tactics straight away. I like you as you are, but you always hid away, afraid to show yourself fully. It’s a shame, really. But I know we’ll both be fine with this ending as well.

Goodbye.

Stop it, you’re giving me whiplash. Acting all foolish because you refuse to use your words. Tell me. Stop living in fear.
I love you ⚡️

Freaking serious? Ugh.
😭
Why do you act like this around me?? My feelings are so hurt right meow. ☹️

I like it when you’re close by. You like it too, that’s why you seek me out. I seek you out just the same.

I can’t hold your gaze the way you hold mine. If I stare too long, you’ll see exactly how I feel about you. And when you look into my eyes for too long, it gets me a little too flustered. I’d rather not have everyone noticing.

I guess we will just have to be secretly in love with one another.

You’ve never asked me about my type. Perhaps because you’ve seen my ex and assumed they were my ideal. They’re actually the complete opposite. I’ve always preferred tall, blonde, blue-eyed dorks with a heart of gold.

Would you hesitate or grab my hand if I reached out to you? You once extended your hand, and I took a step back. Not because I didn’t want to, but because you offered it so freely. I believe that hurt you, even though it wasn’t meant to. I’m just cautious after everything that’s happened. I hope you understand that.

I love you.

I’ve noticed how you seek me out, how you gaze at me the most when we’re in a group, how you touch me when you don’t touch others, how much you smile at me, and how you search for me in the crowd. I see you, and I hear the things you don’t say. You’ve been so familiar to me since the very first day. I wonder if you notice how I gravitate towards you, too. I can’t maintain the same eye contact because then you’ll see what I hide. I’m terrified. This is either a horrible limerance that has been going on for almost two years, or we’re both in love with each other. I won’t say it out loud because rejection is soul-crushing, so I’ll just say it here: I love you.

Do you love me too?

Check yes or no

My tummy hurts, why do I eat things I shouldn’t?

Anxiety comes creeping in. It’s a life long friend that I would prefer would go away never to return.

My feet are killing me, bro.

Hello, my love,

I do believe I’ve gone quite mad. You see, I thought you loved me too, but it seems it was all in my head. We both know I’m crazy ~ perhaps even insane. But those sparks were not mine alone; yours flew just the same. I know what I saw in you, because it mirrored me so well. Still, I’ll simply say I must have been mad… and bid you farewell.

💔