u/Chemical-8348

Even though he had a pretty bad headache and was in an irritable mood, he comforted me while I was crying in his arms because he wasn't staying over tonight.

He wiped my tears and told me how grateful he is for me, said he loves spending time with me, but he just needed some space tonight because he didn't want to end up getting angry at me for no reason.

We were standing outside the whole time, and I could tell he was getting bitten by mosquitoes. Still, he took his time with me to make sure I felt better.

Then we made plans to see each other in the morning!

I can't wait for that, so I'm going to sleep now to make the morning come faster. I miss him and love him so much, he means everything to me 💖

Before this he spam called me like 10 times 30 sec each.

I couldn't answer because I was riding my motorcycle and testing it out while my dad was following me.

When I finally answered after the ride, he was pissed AF understandably so.

He ended up telling me to drive home while I'm on call with him so he knows I left the place where I picked up the moto.

Let's just say that after we made up and ended up doing stuff with each other (if you catch my drift), it was so romantic.

He was telling me how I'm his and his only. He told me that he just gets jealous like that because he cares about me a lot.

He's so sweet, I'm so grateful for him

The bottles are a pint of coconut Amsterdam, unfortunately I'm not able to collect all but usually whenever he finishes one around me I've told him to pass it to me.

I think in a way I like it because it reminds me of him 🥰

Yesterday me and my man were hanging out but apparently he drank more than usual, like specifically he drank a bit more than half a bottle of fifth, 3 pints, and another quarter of a pint. I know this because he told me and he said it was throughout the day (plus when we were hanging out too).

I didn't even notice he was drunk until he told me, he hides it well.

That is until he made a sus comment about the show we were watching and I was trying to deflect that joke (because I was feeling jelly) saying it doesn't make sense since one of the people is lesbian and he went on this huge rant about them.

Then after that rant he went on saying that he's not going to change how he jokes and he doesn't like hanging out if he can't be himself completely.

He's said stuff like this before so the entire time I was deescalating.

After a few minutes of him repeating the same stuff he calmed down and asked what I meant then he understood and said he likes that I get jealous.

But other than that mishap, the night went well and we enjoyed each other's time. We both fell asleep around the same time.

Also my late night dinner was french toast sticks

This was me earlier tonight walking back from a drop off but I'm not dressing up, that's just me fr fr.

But on the dress up note, I have for sure before but I want to do more cosplay next.

Like I have a Vaporeon onesie that's short, not the long one. The only thing is that it's fuzzy and where I live, it's always hot

The 1st pic is of me before truly diving into what I felt represented me the most and the 2nd is more recent.

Honestly those pics are years apart, when I was younger I always felt that I shouldn't represent fem because it's not manly enough and I already looked softer for a guy so I got into this headspace where it was either extreme to I'm just a girl or I'm just a boy when in reality it's never black and white.

Today I can say proudly that I'm a true hearted femboy and can't wait till my hair grows longer and I look more like a lady, idk I just have always found femininity on me pretty and I like feeling pretty. I know this word isn't so popular anymore but my end goal is to be a trap lol.

I always find it so funny when let's say I'm talking to a person (not a stranger though, I usually don't correct them since I probably won't see them again) and I correct them about me being a dude they are surprised, it's very amusing.

Anyways keep your heads up guys! Don't let anyone stop you from being yourself (and that includes you!)

The 1st photo is her more recently and the 2nd is her a little after I adopted her and the last was her at the shelter

JK she's just in the middle of eating but it would be silly if she did