u/Chemical-Degree3414

I have. Adoubt CAN I TAKEPART in round 2 directly or do I have to take part in round 1 to be able to take part in round 2

So this all somehow starts in grade 9 when I'm bestfriends w this particular dude and idk how I got close to him but I got really really really attached to him. I'll litsen to whatever he says and genuinely agree w practically everything and then I STARTED getting attached to ONE man only for the rest of the year and whenever he's having a bad day that basically practiculated to me having a bad day. My whole life genuinely started revolving around this and this is what I have been doing even in my grads 11 and 12. I befriend one person and genuinely give them the console to run my life and Idk HOW TO STOP THIS. them doing anything seriously affects my mood everytime and this is getting out of hand. I'm 18(M)and I really need to undo this habit of choosing one person and getting really attached to them cuz I'll be leaving for clg soon AND I REALLY don't want to take this baggage w me to clg and genuinely do this to myself. please help

So this all somehow starts in grade 9 when I'm bestfriends w this particular dude and idk how I got close to him but I got really really really attached to him. I'll litsen to whatever he says and genuinely agree w practically everything and then I STARTED getting attached to ONE man only for the rest of the year and whenever he's having a bad day that basically practiculated to me having a bad day. My whole life genuinely started revolving around this and this is what I have been doing even in my grads 11 and 12. I befriend one person and genuinely give them the console to run my life and Idk HOW TO STOP THIS. them doing anything seriously affects my mood everytime and this is getting out of hand. I'm 18(M)and I really need to undo this habit of choosing one person and getting really attached to them cuz I'll be leaving for clg soon AND I REALLY don't want to take this baggage w me to clg and genuinely do this to myself. please help

everyone keeps telling me cse fintech combo isnt worth it , is it worth it

I never looked at exams this way how jee made us look at exams. I always used to do good in school and wanted to go abroad in 11th and didn't focus on jee at all AND then US politics happend and the plan went downhill. Didn't have any extracurriculars so prepped for jee got sm 90 percentile and then 95 which is yea no way useful. Didn't get into VIT and UGEE and got 50 in adv math but didn't qualify due to phy. GETTING THESE RESULTS ARE MENTQLLY DRAINJNG ME and I LOVE my friends but it hurts to see how we've both started from the same place and he's able to do so good in every exam he'll prolly get 2000 rank and im happy for him ofcourse but I should've never asked him his marks cuz now IM SELF doubting myself and idk how to be happy anymore. Hate these exams and education system

I got 115 in MET and got 98 percent in boards, due to the jee cutoff thing my rank turns out could be around 5k , so can manipal CSE be my backup or will I not get it

It's been so long since I've been friends w this grp of dudes who are super nice but the problem is I overexpect w people , I call them regularly and yk when u don't get a call back and if ur the only one calling, it's just disrespectful after a point. Maybe I'm the one just forcing the friendship and i need help to detach myself from these people. Idk what's this feeling tho I do love them but I don't understand this at all.