u/ChemicalPanda10

A while ago I made a post here trying to understand what starseeds were and how people came to realize their origins. Afterward I ended up forgetting about the post and went along with my life. But recently the thought popped back up into my mind and I began to think “what if I might be a starseed?” After all, I have always been described as an old soul, and had a serious yearning to leave the Earth for ages.

So I did some digging around and decided to astral project to ask a spirit guide about the topic. I used an astrology chart maker that a few users here mentioned helped with finding their origin, but I had zero clue how to read it. There were dozens of star systems mentioned like the Peladies, Orion, Draco, Lyra, Cassiopeia, ect. Before starting my session, I was scrolling through a youtube channel I enjoy and found they had a “starseed quiz” where I ended up scoring on the top percentile, which threw me for a loop.

Finally later that night I struggled to leave my body due to my tiredness, but managed to get out into this dark void. I asked the void if I was a starseed, and it said that I wasn’t, but was instead a lightworker. Then my spirit guide came and told me that I actually was a peladian starseed, but I got pulled back to my body before we could discuss the topic more.

So now I’m in a bit of a bind. I know that I’m likely a starseed or something adjacent, but I don’t know where exactly I come from. Where do I go from here? How do I figure this out, and what does this mean for me and my life?

So I finally finished reading Journeys Out of the Body and absolutely adored it, 10/10 book. However, when I got to Chapter 20 and read through his hypothesis about why the Second Body isn’t widely studied and recognized, I felt upset at what it laid out. Not mad per se, just sad at the path we’ve been dealt as a species.

The TLDR is that due to various ecological factors like the Earth’s high rotation, humanity didn't learn to use PSI force, and we are ultimately behind in terms of personal and technological development. Any attempts to help us are minimal, either being misinterpreted by religious institutions or outright ignored by the materialist scientific paradigm.

And now I just feel incredibly frustrated at where humanity is. We’re slaughtering each other over trivial matters and destroying the planet for profit and the exploitation of others while the rest of the universe actually gets to sort things out and (hopefully) having a good time.

I wish humanity was able to understand the second body and what we can do, but it feels a bit hopeless at this point.

I got out of my body and decided to search Antarctica for ancient ruins as I’ve heard before. My guardian dragon appeared and teleported us to a rocky plateau by the sea that I saw in a photo online. We got in this weird looking ship, and began talking about what was buried in Antarctica.

She told me that there are ruins of an ancient civilization over there. However this is not Atlantis as I initially theorized. It is a far older civilization that Atlantis was an offshoot from. Atlantis ascended to a higher frequency a few thousand years after this civilization collapsed.

The dragon also said that this ancient civilization used sacred frequencies lost to time in order to power extraordinary technology, and crystals I think?

I asked if we could see the ruins themselves, but my dragon said I’d need to be in Locale 1 to do so. Instead we went there in Locale 2, where these large black towers stood shimmering against the arctic sun. I instinctively knew these were vibrational leftovers from their psychic generators.

We then visited this large grassy plane and talked about when we would rediscover these ruins. Apparently we are destined to find them and ascend like Atlantis did, but our actions slightly veered us off course. Instead we will melt the arctic via climate change and find them, and the government will use the technology for total dominance over humanity.

Fortunately we will manage to be victorious over the government and eventually ascend. After that she gave me some personal advice and my experience ended there.

So, any thoughts on this? Honestly it's kind of throwing me for a loop and I have zero clue what to make of this information so far.

Right now it seems like there's both a lot of love and hate for the finale, with a 65/35% split as far as I know. But will the public perception of the finale change when people see it for the first time without the spectacle of a big theatre experience with sing alongs and cosplays?

So I wasn't able to do any tapes or OBE stuff for a while due to exams and relaxing, and I struggled to AP after that. Thankfully I've managed to get back in the groove and managed to visit the moon

• I first found myself in my Grandmother’s house during the daytime. She was with me and kept following me as I walked to her bedroom. I felt as though she wanted to tell me something, but I also wanted to climb through her bedroom window for some reason. Faded to black before either could happen.
• Later I ended up by the entrance to my garage with some sort of presence next to me. I said “this is a dream!” and started rolling around on the floor to stabilize my astral senses. Remembering my goal to go to the moon, I flew up towards the moon. It looked as you would expect, but I landed in a crater that contained a gargantuan white crystal, looking kinda like cubic quartz (see attached image). Then I snapped myself over to the original moon landing spot, and it looked almost the same (though the lander itself was there, idk if they left it behind or not). My final mission was to see if there were any secret moon bases. I snapped on over to the dark side of the moon and found myself face to face with an octagonal entrance! It appeared to be made of steel and had some yellow stripes on it alongside a large control panel attached to one of the sides. The entrance then cracked open, but it was pitch black and I couldn’t go inside. Ended up fading to black after that.

I'm really glad I can still AP even with a lack of practice, and will definitely come back with more later!