Art troubles
I am a 20F, not that it really matters but I’ve been doing art since I was around 3-4. Art has been one of the greatest things to happen to me until I got access to the internet and was able to post my art and stuff, maybe around 13 years of age or so. Ever since then, I am constantly feeling bad about my art. I feel like no matter how much I try it won’t ever be good enough but I don’t usually make art for me, I make art for others as that makes me happiest. Giving up art isn’t an option and I don’t want it to be, but it’s been really upsetting me lately. Art feels like a chore when I’m actually able to do it but most other times I try to draw and nothing good comes out. Art fight is here and I wanna participate, I did one attack so far but it’s hard to keep going.
I also have autism and I’m a bit of perfectionist but not by choice. I know things don’t need to be perfect and there are no standards to art but I feel like I can’t control it at all. I just want to do art and be happy with it again. It’s been maybe two years now like this and it’s tiring. It feels like I can’t grow at all and I’m being held back by an invisible force. Any suggestions or help would be greatly appreciated ❤️