Is it normal to feel depressed after a microdose of shrooms
Took a microdose 3 years ago and it was pleasant until I focused on the ball of anxiety in my chest and it awakened some early memories of where my anxiety started, i had no recollection of these memories until then, and then just made me so depressed during the later part of the experience and a few days after.
I had another microdose recently. 0.5g this time of something called Smurf. It was noticeably stronger than my earlier experience, I didn't get any weird deep emotional insight, it was just nice and fun and introspective but not depressing. The days after I became very depressed. Not sure why. I just started waking up more depressed each day.
It wasn't a depression in the sense of coming back to a reality that felt dull. Its just something that comes up inside me sometimes but I find there's a relation between when I've taken shrooms and feel this utter depression.
Why do I read so much about shrooms helping depression?
Its at a point now where i dont believe in a spiritual awakening through any sort of substance, just good health, food, and if you believe in it, prayer.