u/Christian-guy94

I'm 32 and I wasted my entire 20's doing nothing due to ADHD, depression etc. and now I feel immense regret that I didn't start working on myself sooner. Are there anyone else who maybe even had talent at art, but due to one reason or another only started doing it again later in life?

I feel like if my phone/internet in general didn't steal like 99% of my time, my ADHD brain would use all the energy on reading books, drawing, painting, cooking, watching movies, video games etc. I scroll my phone so much that even watching one episode of a tv show is productive for me, the easy quick dopamine of it has ruined my life.

When I was a kid I couldn't wait to draw, but after my teenage years I don't really draw anymore and it feels like a chore to do it now. I would be a great artist if I had the same passion as I did as a kid

I'm just autistic freely and don't pretend I'm not. Only time this could be a problem is if someone started to bully me for it, but if I don't perceive that happening then I won't mask. I'm much happier by not having to fake anything

I'm so jealous of people who have energy to do all sort of projects like paintings, animation, comics etc. because I used to draw a lot as a kid, but something in my life just happened and I don't do that anymore. I feel like I'm too lazy to do anything and when I start, I quickly get bored and get back to my old routine of scrolling phone on couch.

I'm 32M, I don't have a drivers licence, I don't own a home, I don't have a girlfriend/wife, I've never travelled abroad, I don't even have a job. I don't even have any hobbies anymore, as a kid I used to draw a lot, but because of internet I'm too lazy to do much else other than browse internet these days. I feel like aspergers, OCD and whatnot has just sucked all life from me.

Why are Jews just fine and dandy of Christians stealing their holy book the Tanakh? I don't understand that