Can you be a woman's best sex or at least give her the best orgasm of her life even if she's had bigger in the past?
Assuming she isn't lying to you, I'd like to hear from the boyfriends in LTR or husbands who have mastered their wife's body.
I have pure O but I also have this weird tic/tourettes thing where I'll make whisper noises with my mouth, I do this finger thing where I crack my knuckles and I also do this head nod thing. It's definitely a compulsion and I can completely control it around people. I look psycho when I'm alone tho.
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So last night I had this woman come over about 42, very slender & probably the skinniest I ever had. When we both got naked she said "wow that's a big dick." Which is unusual because I'm 6.5 BP X 5.2 EG on a very good day. I've had girls say I'm the smallest they had and they couldn't feel anything (exs).
Anyway I look down and I'm rock hard, harder than I've ever been with a woman. I was at my max in length but the girth was like 5.5, like I just came from a pump or something.
But the sex was horrible, she just laid there during sex while I had this raging boner. No moans even while I picked up the pace. I was really expecting a different reaction from her with this weird super-boner I had going on.
Was I still too small for her? I honestly don't know what to make of it.
At 40 years old I've found my breaking point. The one thing that I cannot compulse my way out of. I can't compartmentalize the bad women into an even bigger box anymore. This fantasy of The One, the pure, the girl that waited, my other half, does not exist. I'm not perfect and I shouldn't expect to find one who is, to save me from this jealousy any longer. I'm willing to change completely as of today.
Problem is I don't know where my standards end and where RJ begins. My line was always no ONS, no double digits, never group sex never married and no kids.
I have a lot of work to do on myself, if anyone has some good starting points on how to conquer RJ or to help me figure out what's a standard line and what's just RJ, I would appreciate it.