Don't know what to do?

So I've been doing target archery since I was 9, im 16 rn, shooting compound target, i have a big problem and I don't know what to do.

So I am on the verge of deciding if I should burn this part of my life and childhood and end it or if it's something I can fix and get to love what I used to love.

Also I'm planing to go to the Paralympics in LA (if I manage to get good enough).

But to the point.....I feel frustrated, sad...actually I want to cry while I'm typing this. I don't have the desire to train I know I won't be good if I don't put the numbers in. I don't feel happy when hitting the yellows you know like the inner YAY a 9/10/x, I'm just dead inside like "it's just another arrow, I'll fuck up the next".

Please can anyone give me any advice,.....I'm.....I'm crying, I don't want this to die. 🥺😢

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u/Clear-Brilliant-355 — 1 day ago

300m PSR/range toy rifle/caliber

So I have a range with 300m available to use. Looking for a PSR to use or like what would be a good option to have fun with the 300m and not break the bank. I've been thinking about the Tikka t3x tac a1 and a Vortex strike eagle 5-25x56 FFP combo. What are your thoughts about this?

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u/Clear-Brilliant-355 — 1 month ago

So I have a dilemma to what should I go for as a home defense pcc, the sp45 or sp9 more specifically the sp9a3s, could anyone tell me what advantages and disadvantages both have, both would be suppressed for sure. Also just saying, no gun license rn, but in the future I'd like to get a license (2-3 years). I'd also count in that I'd prolly have kids in the future when I'll also have a life and stuff so I'm just thinking what to get if there'd be more people in the house than me. Just "quote-unqote" philosophying bout it.

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u/Clear-Brilliant-355 — 2 months ago