I have this sudden curiousity lang. nakakakilig raw para sa mga babae kapag binibigyan sila ng flowers mula sa manliligaw nila. How about naman sa POV ng mga lalaki?
I'm planning to earn money to support my needs in college but I want to have commissions and I'm very insecure with my artstyle
I am just curious about pansexual signs from males because it is rare for me to meet pansexual men.
I'm miserably falling in love with someone I can't have
I just want to get this off my chest Im 19(M). I am gay and all this time in my life I didn't know how's the feeling of falling in love until I met this one guy (whose my closest classmate now in college), he's not that good looking for me at first and he's not my type actually but I gradually see the beauty inside of him. I love his personality so much,he's kind and nice to me, he helped me build my confidence which made me fall for him. at first I thought it was crush but when the time goes on and on, the feeling is very intense to the point where I'm thinking about him and even in my dreams he's there. But the feeling of falling in love with him is miserable for me because I know I can't have him (he's straight btw), every night I'm crying because I felt the pain, and I do everything to distract myself from him but I can't stop thinking of him.
I don't like this feeling, I hope this fade away T^T