Ah release me lords
I am tired of attaching my life’s worth on potentials of romance. Disgusting. I’m tired. I need to rethink my life. Getting attached to every dude friend who shows an ounce of intelligence and empathy is not the way I wanna live life. Especially why men who are taken? I am insane. But also I recognise I have unmet needs. Screw my childhood. I wish I had better exposure before. I am too tired at 26 to do it. But I guess it’s good that I am able to recognise it now. I can fix my trajectory.