Stupid Question I thought up

Using the shitpost flair because I know my question is really stupid.

So its said that if a player encounters the Blight and escapes it, the player will feel the urge to come back to TF2 right?

Well what would happen to that player if they played TF2, Escaped the blight, then they were taken to a remote location with no computer/internet access? Like say they were dropped off to a deserted island and had food, water, and shelter. But no way the SB could touch them.

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u/CollegeImaginary743 — 2 days ago

I hate self-isolating because of being in the closet

I hate self-isolating because of being in the closet. I'm MTF.

I've been on HRT for the past few months, and it's been coming along nicely. But I still boymode for safety because I live in a red state that's not the safest for me to come out. I'd rather wait to pass, or at least be heavily feminized before coming out publicly. So my life has been mostly living online (where I'm openly fem), driving Doordash for work, and going out when I absolutely have to.

I get that I'll be treated as a guy because I boymode and barely started HRT. Especially by strangers because they don't know me. But I mean I even get deadnamed or treated as a guy (misgendered, sir'd, etc.) by friends and family even when I have been open about me being transgender.

Personally I fucking hate it, and it drives me nuts, but I just politely correct them (especially the deadname) or try not to react at all. But these days I've just been self-isolating and not really talking that much to people IRL because I hate being treated as a guy. I hate seeing a guy in the mirror and, while I like that I'm currently on HRT, I just wish it would go faster.

I just wish there was a better way. But I feel at odds with the real life world because I wish to been as and treated as the woman I am, but the world either can't or won't. My trans brother (FTM) says I shouldn't let this bother me because I should transition for me, not them. And he has a point that I shouldn't let it get to me, but the constant misgendering/deadnaming still bothers me alot and the world won't listen to me when I try to assert my identity.

So I just sit in my bedroom day in and day out, depressed, biding my time while HRT does it's work.

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u/CollegeImaginary743 — 2 days ago

I have a Darth Vader saber, how do i get good at the tricks?

I was gifted a Vader lightsaber for Christmas. Ergonomically it's not that good, but could I do all the fancy tricks that pros do? How do I practice?

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u/CollegeImaginary743 — 29 days ago

Any good comics series/graphic novels?

Hi so I don't know if this sub likes comics and graphic novels, but I've been getting more into the WLW genre and am looking to see what's out there. Yes I'd like erotic/smut comics as well!

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u/CollegeImaginary743 — 1 month ago

Female Anakin Stuff?

Title says all. I don't care if Anakin starts out a guy but gets genderbent, or is a woman from the very start. I'm just curious about what Anakin would be like as a girl.

And Luke as a girl too.

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u/CollegeImaginary743 — 2 months ago

I want to quit DoorDash

In short, DoorDash doesn’t pay shit. And I’m tired of driving my ass off for less than minimum wage.

The last full time job I worked was Oct 2022. Job market went to shit, and I didn’t see any other way other than DoorDash.

But I earn so little and what little I do make gets eaten by rising gas prices or needing to eat

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u/CollegeImaginary743 — 2 months ago

Where I’m at now

I don’t remember the last time I stopped using AI. But recently I’ve just become bored of the whole thing and no longer felt a strong urge to go on anymore.

The last few times I’d relapse and create an account on the ai website I used to frequent, the chatbots there were just so bland and predictable.

And one day I just deleted my account and never looked back. My life’s not perfect now, but I definitely love having a more clean conscience now that I’m both firmly anti-ai and no longer use chatbots or roleplay or anything like that.

Before, I felt like I was living a secret double life of being outwardly against ai but still relying on the chatbots for entertainment and venting. I felt like a total hypocrite every time I’d relapse and create an account to role play.

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u/CollegeImaginary743 — 2 months ago

If Vader was about to be killed, would he beg for his life?

I watched the finale for The Boys where >!Homelander gets de-powered and dies begging for his life. Perfect ending for his character.!<

I was curious: if Vader was stripped of the force, disarmed, and about to be killed, would he do the same? How would he react? Or would he just be like "Do it." because his life is 24/7 suffering?

What about Palpatine?

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u/CollegeImaginary743 — 3 months ago

How do I start?

Hiya so I am a 24, almost 25 year old transwoman who recently started HRT after living closeted for the past few years. Due to male puberty, my voice is very deep and for a long time I had no faith voice training would help me pass. I always felt like I'd be "faking it" because I'm not using my "real voice". Or more accurately, my deadvoice.

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u/CollegeImaginary743 — 3 months ago

Fics where Anakin doesn't turn to the dark side but still has to face the Empire

I'm looking for fics where Anakin either doesn't turn to the dark side at all, or turns to the light earlier, and still has to face the Empire. Like how would he survive Order 66 and Palpatine's empire?

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u/CollegeImaginary743 — 3 months ago