I am so alone
I'm a 17 year old girl.. right now i feel so lonel. I have 0 Best friends or whom I can call these people are mine. I have so many friends but I am there just back up or just a friend, friend.. tomorrow is gate togather of our 10th batch.. everyone have there plans hangout.. and I am lonely.. i cried alot.. recently I had a break up with a boy that i really love.. i don't know how to come out of this
I am so alone
I'm a 17 year old girl.. right now i feel so lonel. I have 0 Best friends or whom I can call these people are mine. I have so many friends but I am there just back up or just a friend, friend.. tomorrow is gate togather of our 10th batch.. everyone have there plans hangout.. and I am lonely.. i cried alot.. recently I had a break up with a boy that i really love.. i don't know how to come out of this
So I am trying to manifest my specific person but I have some doubts.
I read one quote "
What stays without force is yours by dharma; what leaves despite effort came only to teach you"
so manifesting someone is forcing someone to be with me? If my person want destined w me or we are meant to be why the break up happened? Does this is valid question? I agree and I've experienced that I can manifest sp but is it right? Or It will be forever? What if he not meant for me? Or I am just forcing it by manifesting him? I really need to understand is it permanent or just temporary?
Well I had movement in my manifesting journey. He broke no contact.. we talked for 2 days.. it was fun but atlast he said that I can't see you as my life partner. You are very nice person.. but you are not the person who i am finding in my life partner. Basically he said I will be always there for you but as a friend not as life partner. I will help you with moving on but I can't see you as life partner. I care for you but as a good friend I don't have any love feelings for you. And many more things.
After this I cried like hell. And still crying.. maybe now I am back to zero.. what should I do now?
I texted my sp.. this is what he replied.. I was missing him and now I just want him... so I just texted him.. and this is what he replied..
I am just fed up now.. I need guidance..
I mean is this question is valid? Can we manifest what is not meant for my highest good? If I become my best version of myself but I want my one very specific desire but it's not meant for me? I am manifesting my sp.. and one thought is constantly coming to my mind that what if he is not meant for me? I really love him and I really want to spend my entire life with him. But this thought is constantly coming to my mind.. help me with it..