Be it life, be it death, it's just a perpetual unrest.
"If you be a good kid, the lord will take you to heaven." Yeah what a bunch of bullshits. We have been lied since the day we have been born. This is something you should realize that this world only functions as long as we lie. It's perfectly engineered to be this way. We lie to ourselves and to eachother. I don't think there will be another friendship or relationship if we we simply say the truth.
We all are hypocritical assholes in this world of predator vs prey. You gotta always choose between Terrible vs more terrible option. Heaven and hell are both here. It's the hierarchy system that either gives you comfortable life in this world and you basically live like parasite and you don't need to work or suffer while others are in "hell" which they don't even have basic human rights. So basically heaven vs hell , white vs black, beautiful vs ugly,... Is just the matrix mind games. There is nothing actually "good" and "true" about this world. It's just lies within the lies within the lies ... The more you lie the better you survive in this world and it's actually rewarding. As long as we are comfortable we don't care about the others and truth.
We don't need authority to decide what is right for us. We don't need life or death nor this experimental gymnastics to survive in a world that is absolutely disgusting.