I have to catch a train from Lalabazar station tonight at 11 PM
Anyone??
Pata hai aaj kya hua, class me pure din akele last bench me bitaya So maine recently 2 saal NEET drop dene ke baad college join kiya. College bhi theek-thaak hai, toh baat ye hai ki hamare department mein non-CUET aur CUET dono se admission ho raha hai. Non-CUET ki classes start hue 2 weeks ho gaye hain aur abhi bhi CUET se naye students aa rahe hain. Jab maine first class attend kiya tha, tab already ek week ho chuka tha.
As far as I can remember, school life se hi mera kabhi koi one-to-one friend nahi raha. Like, “main sabka dost hoon, but mera koi dost nahi hai.” Toh maine socha college mein aisa nahi karunga. Starting se hi sabse baat karunga, toh ek toh mil hi jayega koi.
First day class mein sabse baat ki. Break mein hum 5–6 log ek saath ghoome, aur mujhe genuinely bohot maza aaya. Main bohot khush tha ki first day hi ek accha sa gang mil gaya. Mere saath jo ladka baitha tha, woh bhi bohot friendly tha, toh mujhe laga ki at least college school ki tarah nahi hoga, jahan main akela baitha karta tha.
But then came the next day.
Next day class mein gaya toh dekha sabke pairs ban chuke hain. Hamare class mein ek bench par sirf do log baith sakte hain, toh kal jin logon se meri baat hui thi, woh sab apne-apne pairs ke saath baith gaye. Jo ladka kal mere saath baitha tha, uska bhi pair ban gaya.
Aur main akela last bench par baith gaya.
Weird laga. Adat toh hai alone rehne ki, but phir bhi thoda bura laga. Class mein ladkiyan bhi thi, toh thoda awkward laga ki pata nahi log kya soch rahe honge. Although ab mujhe aadat ho gayi hai aur log kya sochte hain usse farak bhi nahi padta, but still thoda toh bura lagta hai.
Jab main dekhta hoon ki baaki log apne friends ke saath kitna enjoy karte hain koi class ke baad saath ja raha hai, koi ek dusre ke liye seat save kar raha hai, class mein masti kar raha hai, evening mein ek dusre ko call karke ghoomne ja raha hai toh honestly thoda lonely feel hota hai.
Aisa nahi hai ki maine try nahi kiya. Maine logon se baat karne aur friends banane ki try ki hai. But har baar khud hi jaake baat start karna possible nahi hota upar se me introvert hu. Ek point ke baad weird lagta hai ki hamesha main hi effort kar raha hoon.
Aur ye hamesha se mere saath hua hai.
Aisa bhi nahi hai ki main rude ya unfriendly hoon. Koi mujhse baat karta hai toh mujhe genuinely accha lagta hai. Kabhi-kabhi toh aisa lagta hai, “Wow, at least kisi ne mujhse baat toh ki.”
I don't know what I'm doing wrong.
Kya ek genuine friend milna itna difficult hai?
Mujhe koi huge gang nahi chahiye. Bas ek real friend chahiye jo har situation mein mere saath rahe. Someone like Gian and Suneo. You don't need a gang, but having even one really good friend is enough.
But sometimes I feel like even that is too much to ask for.
Why does God always leave me alone?
I hate feeling like this. Ab toh akela rehne ki aadat ho gayi hai, but iska matlab ye nahi ki bura nahi lagta. Bas ab hope karta hoon ki someday things finally get better.
I know it’s a bit long, but if you read it till the end, thank you ✨
Summary:- Maine recently 2 saal NEET drop dene ke baad college join kiya. School se hi mera kabhi koi close one-to-one friend nahi raha, isliye socha college mein shayad cheezein different hongi. Maine starting se sabse baat karne ki try ki, aur first day hi ek small group mil gaya. Mujhe laga finally kuch genuine friends mil gaye.
But next day sabke apne apne pairs ban gaye aur main phir se akela baith gaya.
Maine friends banane ki try ki hai, but har baar khud hi conversation start karna exhausting lagta hai. Sabko kisi ke saath baithte, hang out karte aur masti karte dekhta hoon, aur main mostly akela reh jata hoon.
Mujhe koi huge friend group nahi chahiye. Bas ek genuine friend chahiye jo mere saath rahe.But sometimes I feel like even that is too much to ask for.
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Hi everyone,I have received admission offers from both Shillong College and St. Edmund's College for B.Sc. Chemistry.
I wanted to know from current students or alumni
Which college has better Chemistry faculty and labs?
How strict is the 75% attendance rule in each college?
What are the typical class timings?
Overall, which college would you recommend and why?
Any honest experiences would be really helpful. Thanks!
I can't express my feelings atp😭
My story is worth hearing guys.
So I was in 4th class when me and my parents and my brother shifted to Pakistan because of my dad's work.
I did my middle school and high school 1 from Islamabad.
I always wanted to do medicine, and honestly I missed my grandparents and India. I always wanted to do my graduation from India. As I am an OCI citizen, I came here to India in May 2022 and started preparing for NEET with boards, and honestly it was tough.
I knew English, I knew Hindi, but in pakistan the whole education is in urdu, so I was damn confused in the start with terms and naming stuff. Like I knew what is velocity, displacement and acceleration,but since I studied it in pakistan as رفتار(Raftaar),نقل مکانی(Naqal-e-Makani),تعجیل(Ta'jeel) respectively, I used to get confused and my peers used to laugh.
I did my 11th and 12th from Allen (not Kota) and 1st drop from Aakash, 2nd without coaching(ghat ghat ka paani piya hai😭)
Istg just work hard, like I was a 300 number scorer till last year. Mere 2025 me 190 number aaye, but this year I did it with my own hard work. I didn't join any coaching cause they all used to make fun of me in coaching, whether teacher or kids, nobody believed me. They said an OCI won't get any quota or country resident like priority. Why this partiality? I'm treated as a foreigner in pakistan, not getting perks, now here too.
But now I scored 650+😭🔥 I'm sure I'll get a med school, I'm happy af.
Ab ghar jaungi next week, almost 14 months baad🥹
And yeah i discovered jeeneetards and medicoetards in 2023. Honestly, I loved it :) I used to laugh seeing all your comments and humor. I had an old account, but I deleted it without ever posting. Now I'm finally doing it!😭 I love these two subreddits
I'm not sure if I phrased that correctly or not🥀Just ask if you didn't understand what I wrote above
Please help....Dance teacher took my sister’s scholarship money, blocked her exam, and now demands money again using threats and possibly fake documents. What should we do? Are we in trouble?
My sister has been learning Bharatanatyam at a dance school for the past 5–6 years. There is a lady teacher there who is very toxic.
Once, she applied for a scholarship in my sister’s name. We received the money in our bank account, but she took all of it from us, saying, “It’s not your money, it’s a government subsidy for the school. You have to give it to me or I won’t teach you.”
So we gave the money back to her (it was in lakhs).
After that incident, my sister once performed at a local village program. The teacher got very angry and said, “Why did you perform without my permission?” Then she told my sister not to attend classes anymore.
The problem was that my sister had her 7th-year (final year) exam in two months, which is very important.
We went to the teacher and requested her, saying, “Please forgive her if she has done something wrong.” My sister even touched her feet, but she still refused to give her admit card.
After that, we went to the main exam centre and explained everything to an official. He allowed my sister to take the exam. However, after finding out, the teacher called the official and falsely claimed that we had not paid fees for 3 years. She told him not to issue the marksheet to my sister.
In the end, my sister was not able to get her marksheet, even though she passed.
Now my sister is learning at another dance school, and we have no contact with the old teacher anymore.
About a month ago, we received the scholarship again. This time, we decided not to give the money to her.
Then one day, her husband called my father and demanded that we give the scholarship money. Today, the teacher also sent a message through a known person, saying that if we don’t give the money, she will file a case against us.
She also sent a PDF titled “Know Your Payment (PFMS)”. In it, my sister’s name and the amount were listed, and in the “Purpose” column it says “Subsidy for installation of signboard”, but the scheme column is empty. I personally think the PDF is fake.
What should we do now? Are we going to face any trouble? Please help.
Her husband called today and directly threatened me, saying that if we don’t return the money, there will be consequences. I have recordings—what steps should I take next?
What should we do now.....
My sister has been learning Bharatanatyam at a dance school for the past 5–6 years. There is a lady teacher there who is very toxic.
Once, she applied for a scholarship in my sister’s name. We received the money in our bank account, but she took all of it from us, saying, “It’s not your money, it’s a government subsidy for the school. You have to give it to me or I won’t teach you.”
So we gave the money back to her (it was in lakhs).
After that incident, my sister once performed at a local village program. The teacher got very angry and said, “Why did you perform without my permission?” Then she told my sister not to attend classes anymore.
The problem was that my sister had her 7th-year (final year) exam in two months, which is very important.
We went to the teacher and requested her, saying, “Please forgive her if she has done something wrong.” My sister even touched her feet, but she still refused to give her admit card.
After that, we went to the main exam centre and explained everything to an official. He allowed my sister to take the exam. However, after finding out, the teacher called the official and falsely claimed that we had not paid fees for 3 years. She told him not to issue the marksheet to my sister.
In the end, my sister was not able to get her marksheet, even though she passed.
Now my sister is learning at another dance school, and we have no contact with the old teacher anymore.
About a month ago, we received the scholarship again. This time, we decided not to give the money to her.
Then one day, her husband called my father and demanded that we give the scholarship money. Today, the teacher also sent a message through a known person, saying that if we don’t give the money, she will file a case against us.
She also sent a PDF titled “Know Your Payment (PFMS)”. In it, my sister’s name and the amount were listed, and in the “Purpose” column it says “Subsidy for installation of signboard”, but the scheme column is empty. I personally think the PDF is fake.
What should we do now? Are we going to face any trouble? Please help.
My sister has been learning Bharatanatyam at a dance school for the past 5–6 years. There is a lady teacher there who is very toxic.
Once, she applied for a scholarship in my sister’s name. We received the money in our bank account, but she took all of it from us, saying, “It’s not your money, it’s a government subsidy for the school. You have to give it to me or I won’t teach you.”
So we gave the money back to her (it was in lakhs).
After that incident, my sister once performed at a local village program. The teacher got very angry and said, “Why did you perform without my permission?” Then she told my sister not to attend classes anymore.
The problem was that my sister had her 7th-year (final year) exam in two months, which is very important.
We went to the teacher and requested her, saying, “Please forgive her if she has done something wrong.” My sister even touched her feet, but she still refused to give her admit card.
After that, we went to the main exam centre and explained everything to an official. He allowed my sister to take the exam. However, after finding out, the teacher called the official and falsely claimed that we had not paid fees for 3 years. She told him not to issue the marksheet to my sister.
In the end, my sister was not able to get her marksheet, even though she passed.
Now my sister is learning at another dance school, and we have no contact with the old teacher anymore.
About a month ago, we received the scholarship again. This time, we decided not to give the money to her.
Then one day, her husband called my father and demanded that we give the scholarship money. Today, the teacher also sent a message through a known person, saying that if we don’t give the money, she will file a case against us.
She also sent a PDF titled “Know Your Payment (PFMS)”. In it, my sister’s name and the amount were listed, and in the “Purpose” column it says “Subsidy for installation of signboard”, but the scheme column is empty. I personally think the PDF is fake.
What should we do now? Are we going to face any trouble? Please help.