How is the city life there ? I am from Siliguri. And I won't get any college in Kolkata but I also want to live away from home . I don't know what should I choose NBMCH or Medinipur Medical College.
I do have a weird pain on the backside towards the left side..( which I swollen)
So , I went to a place ( I don't wanna name it after everything that happened ) . Okay so this place was nice like very nice . It was the perfect place, I always dreamed of. Like ,where people follow rules and have like great civic sense. Its peaceful, no horns nothing. So , my parents went somewhere. And I was left there with my sister , brother and a cousin. And mind it I was the eldest. So we were at a place where u have a lot of guards. And there was a area where people were sitting. And we were roaming around at that time . And after sometime we also sat there but I didn't realize we were the only ones sitting at that time . So the guard comes up and says that sitting is not allowed . We got up . But my sister kept bitching because two other people were still sitting at the other same spot. I told her maybe there are locals or smth and its their matter if they r not following the rules and u should follow them and have some etiquettes, manners , rules . And she is the kind of person who never wants to follow rules and I don't know how to describe because the words coming into my mind are too harsh to describe your own sister. Like a 'dumb rebel'. And she sits again . And when the guard sees it.....she comes. First she tells the other man who was sitting . And by that time my sister came to me . And the guard starts started shouting , like heavily shouting at both of us or me because my sister was turning her head opposite to her like a 13 year old kid full of unnecessary attitude . And oh my god ! I stood there listening to the guard. And people were looking, turning their heads 360° . And I freezed ( mentally ) . Yeah ! I know thats not how you survive in the outside world. I didn't even say sorry , because idk , its was my sister who was sitting not me . And I had gum in my mouth and I was subconsciously moving my mouth , which might have offened her more. Only I know how I controlled my tears after that. Yeah it was a memorable trip! Thanks to the guard and thanks to my zahill sister .. I am sorry, I am furious and I can't control it.
I used get such packed surprise gifts only during my birthdays as a kid. But now I am so so so happy. Now I realise why people get so excited for gifts . Thank you so much aunty.
I want to buy the white or lavender one
No offense... btw
Congrats to my therapist..btw
I don't know if it's the cold coffee I had this evening
or my weird unpredictable hormones , but now all I feel is empty. People think I am just resting and enjoying my vacations after neet but who wants such vacations when there's no surety of what will happen.
People might call me weak but do you know what were my thoughts during the last 5 minutes on 21st june. I had the fear of a DROP year , the fear that I will have to go through all those mental breakdowns again, the guilt , the wrong decisions i made in these two years.
I have been at home for 10 days now , idle doing nothing. Well if you ask me.. it doesn't feel great.
Tiramisu in siliguri
I read these two romcoms and I think I like this genre...
Mature , nerdy relationships which is not only romance but also raises other issues in the society..I just think these two books have the perfect level...of everything you need in a good read..