u/CompletePurification

It literally means that I'm more rizzless than that autistic dude who explains about trains to a girl for hours, more chopped than the dude who looks like an absolute monstrosity of a human being (no offense), more awkward than the guy who can't even talk properly if there is a girl in the same space, and have worse 'personality' than literal criminals.

They all have a girlfriend for some reason. How did they find one? How? What am I doing wrong?

Is it really during college? Cause it seems like that's what most of the people think it is. I've never been invited to any type of party including house parties so I don't know what's going on in there.

You don't even know this girl, so basically a stranger, and for some reason you try to meet up and hang out in person? Man, that sounds so awkward to a rizzless chud like me. This is why I can't go further than a talking stage on dating apps.

Besides the stereotypical cases of Liberty University where people get married after a week knowing each other or after like 2 dates, what would be the realistic minimum duration between knowing someone, dating and getting married?

If the population is large, there is a slight chance for it to have some outliers within the samples which means there might be a woman with a weird taste that might like me.

But if the population is like this where there's literally nobody around, there's no hope. Yes I'm chopped so I won't have a chanve anyways, but this is a whole different story.

I know fetishizing another human being for their background or whatever is wrong but it doesn't change that there are people who are like that. And unfortunately those people might be the only people we might be able to barely attract. If that ever happens, would you go for it?

I remember those girls who wanted me to date them just because I'm an Asian male. Can't forget the 'I always wanted 'Wasian' babies' they say without a glimpse of shame in their face. I'm not even handsome, They just wanted an Asian toy to play with.

Low-key though, I should've just gave up my dignity and let them get what they wanted. It actually is racist as hell for them to be like that but might've been a win-win situation.

I remember the first time I benched 135, it was my PR and I felt so proud of myself since I wasn't even able to lift the damn bar when I first started.

Now I probably can do 195 for a PR since I was able to do 6 reps on 175. Insane progress for me. Wonder how long would it take to bench 2 plates.

This is a post-graduation thought, so just my opinion. I didn't think like this before but I'm starting to doubt my past life.

Nobody cares if you got a degree, a job, or became someone famous. Everything's just a tool and people use them to sleep with women. Think about all those scholars, politicians, actors, businessmen and anywho getting into scandals.

That said, the ultimate goal for the general public, is to lose their virginity and sleep with as many women as possible. Since I'm not able to match their standards of success, I'm considered a loser and I'm afraid they might be right.

I don't know, I feel a bit melancholic after seeing a lot of tall baddies today. Of course I didn't have a chance but in a part of my mind I wonder if there would've been a single girl there who I would've been able to pull if I asked her out.

Handshake has visa sponsorship options but Linkedin doesn't so it's harder to find it there. Indeed just doesn't have any jobs around.