u/Complex-Roof-567

I'm 3 days away from a PB, just felt like I would share this milestone, because we're all in the same boat.

This year it feels different. I have started questioning whether this addiction was even compulsive, as every urge has felt like a suggestion from Day 1.

Last year I had used oaths, I swore on god that I wouldn't watch porn for the day, and there was a crazy amount of pressure every single day. I just used the fear of breaking an oath to stop myself, but eventually I couldn't make that oath on day 11.

This time it's just been willpower, ignoring every thought or trigger... I have just been holding myself accountable, with no barriers. Porn has genuinely started to sound unappetising in my mind, not just the fact it obviously does jack for your wellbeing, but the concept of pleasuring yourself to a screen just doesn't sound nice to me anymore.