And shes got more style then whatever prompt that other guy used.
Anyway, I might use the remaining bit of my senior fooley to make more posts about her.
Hi! I have been interested about these types of role playing games on roblox for a while now. My bf and his friend group do them a lot and I do want to join but Im a bit of an outsider to his friend circle so I wouldnt really be a good fit in any of em anyway. Ive been a bit of a loner in roblox when it comes to playing games for the past 10ish years, but PD's sound so much fun. There was this one he and his friend group are in and its like called Convergence and it was my first time being able to spectate a PD like this. It reminded me a lot about DND without the rolling aspect and more of the roleplaying and combat aspect.
I really do want to join a PD, but not sure if theres one out there that would want someone like me. I tend to be very shy in vcs so I like to type in chats whenever possible. I do live with abusive parents currently, so I often will go afk a bit and switch tabs to prevent being in any form of danger, and Im currently a college student wrapping up the last semester before I attain my degree. I really want to give PDs a shot, but I dont know much about the groups out there that do them, but I want to feel like I belong somewhere you know? And I do want to experience roleplaying in games that are immersive like that. I know having a person like me be invited to a PD has major cons but I am aware of that and I do want to experience one. So, I hope whoever finds this and is in a PD does invite me over to their friend circle and hopefully I can see what its like as a player instead of a spectator.
Hi!!!!! These are drawings I drew during the school year so far on days where my workload is typically lighter!!!! Most of the time whenever Im drawing I’ll get kids asking me if I made the drawing and its always a silly question for me! I had a lot of fun drawing for this school year, see ya'll in the next one! (or when I get a few more assignments for the remaining school year!)
EDIT: To those who are trying to claim I am "unprofessional"- there are a lot of young subs like me who also do draw on the easier days- i.e., High schools where the classes are mainly upperclassmen/end of the year, or even AP classes- where they're mainly having study halls, or review packets. Not at schools where there are rowdy middle schoolers or elementary schools. You seriously need to chill. I've seen subs eat in classrooms where there are kids actively learning, or being on their phones the entire time, or even reading. But you choose to comment rudely towards me because you don't understand that I am actively paying attention to the class while drawing. Nothing wrong with it.
Also- some of yall are thinking WAY too hard! None of my work is the type of art youre thinking it is, and I have been in schools where teachers or other subs will be in the same room as me while Im drawing and none of them are bashing at the me the same way some of you are. If it truly was inappropriate, I would have someone at the school letting me know, but its not! My art style is my own, its not a "brony art" style or whatever else your trying to attack me for. I genuinely just find a lot of joy drawing my ocs, and some form of personifications of myself. If you think too hard about art styles and start accusing people of false things, maybe you need to reflect on yourself. Yes, I am highly aware theres bad people on the internet and that can lead to giving bad impressions on various things, but if you carry that onto others without knowing them; you become part of that problem. So instead of bashing at me, and trying to paint me as the terrible person you think I am; ask yourself why you are being upset towards me and realize that I have been in this system long enough to know whats okay and whats not. Just because you are older than me, dont mean you have the right to attack me unreasonably. I just wanted to spread some whimsy here since its the end of the school year!
EDIT 2: Seriously, you need to stop wrongfully accusing others because of their drawings. Im a young woman, I dont go around showing children my drawings; thats first of all unprofessional and second of all; Im just there to keep them safe. Like, I dont like sitting around or being on my phone, I like using the time I have. Also, as much as you all claim that this is "problematic" it really isnt. I keep my sketchbook closed when I am not using it and in my bag. I tend to fully work on my drawings when I have those "planning periods" or lunch breaks. If it was problematic, then yea I wouldnt be here sharing the drawings. I have shown my drawings on this subreddit before on a different account and had lots of praise; but you're all stuck on bashing me for being into cute things. I dont explain kids any of my drawings, besides simply stating its an oc. I never give them drawings, I just do my job and draw. I only get a few that do look and as I stated- they do compliment. I also get teachers who do look too and they arent as upset as yall because they arent thinking as wrongly as those who are bashing me are.
TW: (Abuse, SA, mentions of self harm)
(Also I know this is a LONG ASS VENT, please dont read if you dont have the time or the heart to give any advice or input that could possibly help. I am aware about USF’s counseling services, I just dont feel ready to use them yet, talking about these things verbally is insanely hard for me)
Hi. It took me months to talk about this.
I am someone who believes theyre truly doomed to begin with. I know through all my calculations I will be graduating with a gpa over a 3.0+, and while I know its mediocre, its the best I could do with how shitty my adulthood as been.
I feel like most people are going to say that I should be proud of myself. But everytime I see posts about people graduating in my class, they always display so much of their achievements and I just feel like shit towards myself everytime. Im proud of everyone, dont get me wrong- college is hard. But at the same time, I dont feel proud for myself. All these posts I see, everyone is so excited for the next chapter of their lives, how theyre going to medical school, grad school, taking a gap year and then going to grad school, having a job right away- etc etc etc. They all get to have something to look forward to in their lives. I have literally nothing.
If I had to tell you the biggest mistake I made in my life it was deciding to go to USF and just commute to there. I live 40 minutes away from campus, and while I didnt mind that, didnt mind not having to worry about things like rent and bills and having to worry about studying: I had to worry about the harassment, and abuse my parents would give to me post childhood. The moment I became an adult, I thought they would stop treating me like shit. I was so wrong, and Im sitting here having to reap the mistake I sowed. I chose to go to usf because it was a dream of mine since I was 10, to attend here. When I was given the acceptance letter, I was so happy, but my parents insisted that I was given the st pete campus and had to start in the summer because I was such a failure, that I had a low ass gpa and a bad score that they placed me in the “worst starting class”. My gpa when I graduated high school was just 0.01 away from being a 3.5 (raw) and weighted it was over 6.0? (I took a shitload of ap classes). And my act score was like a 27- which isnt good but it was doable.
Anyway, After the first year, I started beating myself up a lot more because I got a few C’s in a class, and then I fell into some depression as I was pretty much abused every time I woke up and tried to study, have argents while I was doing my homework and then going to bed. I was told throughout most of my years that I was to only study, to not get a job or any sort, whilst being actively bodyshamed, told I was worthless in various ways, told that I should not have any friends because hanging out for a day would cost my grades, told I couldnt spend any time resting. I only broke down around my junior year where I tried to harm myself because the abuse got so bad. the harassment got terrible because I was failing my classes at the first half, because my parents just never understood what I wanted in life, and they would pretty much scream at me while i was studying for my finals at that time. Then I got kicked out of my first major. I never told them that. Never told them, that I failed because of how they would always step over my boundaries and tell me they never believed in me. It took me months to finally tell my friends that I got kicked out of the major I originally was in. I switched to a different science major and have been doing so much better ever since- but again, I still feel empty.
i did finally tell victim advocacy about the abuse a year later, during the end of fall ‘25. The abuse I had was much more rampant as I recently adopted a cat at the time and it was helping my mental health so much more. I ended up suffering from SA in the summer about 4 days before my birthday, and was incredibly isolated at the time because I was overseas. I had a lot of panic attacks during the summer, and trouble sleeping and my parents pretty much brushed it off because it was a relative that did it. They didnt do much confronting, or tell the other about it. But yea, the cat’s been helping me heal from the trauma of that a lot. But again, my parents are abusive as fuck and use anything I enjoy as a weapon to destroy me more mentally. They always say shit like me having a “dark future” and “never believing in me”.
Anyway, I did get WC’s for the classes I failed in at that time, however the abuse didnt stop. I did start practicing telling my parents that I have boundaries which they still overstep in, but I just started to try ignoring them, and their input. That also includes being out of the house far more, and studying in the library instead of going home. They do blow up my phone whenever I do that but I started figuring my way around it. I did try to improve the remaining months of my senior year by participating in things like having an internship, competing in a pageant, getting my art displayed in a gallery twice.. its not as much as what I see everyone else sharing.
I’ll always see people talk about the age they’re getting their bachelors and it makes me feel sad for myself. Ill see people talking about how they achieved getting their degree while being 17-20. Im currently 21, my birthday is in the summer and I graduate in august. Im getting my degree at 22. I should be proud, I should be proud after everything Ive gone through but the damage was already done. I still have a job, I work as a sub. I still continue to be myself, Im still improving my gpa more and more- I just wish I had the ability to feel proud. Im glad everyone around me in my class is happy, they all deserve to be. They all got to do so much, but me? I barely scratched the surface.
But yea; tldr: Abuse fucks up your mind a lot more when youre an adult then when youre a child.
hi!!! this is my first time ever posting on the mlp subreddit!!
Her name is Zebrosia and she loves decora fashion a lot!!! and shes a flightless pegasus!! Her parents placed a lot of fear towards her to the point where shes mentally incapable of moving her wings. Its only when shes around her friends shes truly more of herself and able to somewhat fly.
Her cutiemark is a lovepotion because love prevails all the darkness she has in her daily life. Ahhh ye I think thats all I had with her but yee she loves collecting hairclips and anything whimsy! I havent ever drawn myself a ponysona so I decided to make one a while ago! Im pretty new to drawing ponies so Im still learning a bit with the anatomy and whatnot!
probably one of the first ever people to showcase Desicora (Desi x Decora fashion) at a official pageant but not the last! This was really fun and even though I didnt place, I still won! i inspired so many people that night and showed that I can be myself despite my culture’s scrutiny towards alternative fashion! I hope I have inspired more people to be themselves today as well!
DUDE WHICH ONE IS IT
EDIT: Solved it- IT WAS THE EXACT SAME THING I DID HERE, i think the game didnt like me taking my time matching the colors
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They not only DISABLED THEIR COMMENTS but also HID peoples comments about the murders, and not even made a statement about any of this. they have blood on their hands.
instagram to report: https://www.instagram.com/avalonheights?igsh=OGYxNTBneTA1a3Nu
I remember when i was taking orgo the final was multiple choice. So, I am wondering if the calc 1 final takes that same type of format.