Found out that the ex who came back into my life recently, & that I’ve been talking to very seriously for months, has been married for a year. We slept together five days before their first anniversary.
It’s eating me up & I’m so fucking stressed. I lost four pounds in two days. My stomach has been in knots since I found out. I’ve been forcing myself to eat.
He knows I know. Zero acknowledgment. I’ll most likely see him this week. I desperately want a conversation with him. Because what the fuck.
I think I’ve decided I have to tell his wife. This is gonna get so bad.
(Resubmitting for the automod)
For me it’s hamstrings, I can feel them when I’m crouching down now when I never used to. Just big rocks of muscle pressing into me if I’ve gotta squat all the way down, it’s honestly a bit uncomfortable & weirds me out 😅
Decided to turn them into giant muscles & I think it’s been working well! 😄
Edit: I’m 5’2” currently 129lbs. Weight training four times a week with lots of tennis in between! Pics were both taken yesterday.
Had one of the most brutal singles matches of my life yesterday.
It was like playing myself in the worst way possible, short chip shots I had to sprint up for, lobs over my head to make me sprint back to the baseline, looooooong rallies working me side to side. I don’t think I’ve ever sweat so much outside of summer. 😭
Score was 6-3, 5-7, 7-6. I was up 5-2 in the second and couldn’t close it out. She got more consistent & I was definitely making mistakes I shouldn’t have. Tiebreak was 8-6, came back from down 1-5 & had to save a couple of match points.
Gave almost as good as I got though! Worked hard to get everything back & came out on top in the end. Sometimes it’s just about making them hit another shot & remembering that every point you lose is one you’ve gotta win back.