u/Constant_Wrangler329

personally I don't want myself to be known as a web dev guy or just even dev, it feels so cheap to me idk why lmao

Before you call me jholey of some old party, I voted for ghanti in both pratakshya and samanupatik in the last election

At the very moment, Nepal ma there are 3 types of people

Those who love ghanti
Those who hate ghanti
Those who voted ghanti kinaki they were fed up with old government

And atp, the majority of 3rd category (neutrals) are shifting towards 1st category (ghantavirus)

And this is causing a scenario similar to India

Ghanti ~ BJP

People just can't hear criticism about ghanti

I know yemale, congress and maoist le kei ramro kaam garenan
And those who did things that affected the economy or development of our country must be punished

But is it our sole goal ??
Is this what we wanted our new government to do ??

Didn't we vote for a change? Didn't we vote so that development of our nation may happen?

And I also know there are some good actions taken by the new government as well and I really appreciate that, but we being the citizen, it is not our job to appreciate them, we are the one who criticizes them, becaue that is what the citizens do !

And those people when someone criticizes the new government, give an example of old government and say "tiniharu le yesto garda kina bolenas?"

They did what they did, We can't change that now !

All we can do is move forward
Tiniharu le ramro kaam garenan vanera aaile ko government ko kami kamjori justify hudaina!

Also the whole act of arresting KP and Lekhak was no more than a stunt tbh
No proper planning, no proper execution, ofc xutihalxan ni
And also this sukumbasi thing is kinda messed up

Donot try to be the protagonist of film "Nayak"
Be a good leader, make our country prosper and develop

"Rome was not built in a day"

Also to all those mato fans, aren't you guys Nepali ?
Why are you against Nepal?

We all are Nepali before being Bahun, Chhetri, Kirati and 123 other castes in Nepal

If this same "ghantavirus vs others" chalirakhyo vaney our country is not too far from condition like India where people worship a leader like god and follow them blindly in every step they take without any criticism

And if we all unite for our common cause, we are not too far from our childrens writing "Nepal is a developed country" instead of a "Developing country" in their Social Studies paper

BE INDEPENDENT, HAVE YOUR OWN THOUGHT
DONOT FOLLOW ANYONE BLINDLY

tldr : OP is just yapping while remembering his good old days

was just doom scrolling insta reels and a song started playing "tum mile" by javed ali, reminded me of the time when I was 16 y/o

had just got the news that SEE has been cancelled due to COVID
was on my father's office laptop playing valorant
pretending online to be someone in 2nd year of college
joined some random ass bridge course
texting my school friends over our "Friends Forver" messenger groupchat
listening to this very song and jashn-e-bahara on repeat
was so happy to go college for +2

now I am in 6th sem of my college
it just feels like yesterday
time flies so damn fast

I still so vividly remember that day, I was half asleep, studying some random bio bridge course and texting my first ever girlfriend, watching some random yt video, thinking what i will be in the future

the first day at college, my bag strap broke/tore (idk the word for it), I was soo stupid looking, little fat, short haired ahaha, maile coat silako thina and I was wearing a black hoodie (covid le garda hamro late college start vathyo), I remember studying cellular totipotency so sincerely lmao

I remeber while I was preparing for finals of 12 exams, I was listening to "Darmiyaan" it was and still is so beautiful

then comes the last day of 12 class
I came home, with a tons of memory, ngl the best moments of my life were in +2
I still remeber the cake my girlfriend from that time smudged over on my cheeks, and photos we clicked, I was a handsome man back then haha

the day our +2 exam finished, I wrote "be a good doctor" on her shirt's back and we ate ice cream together

I remeber while I was preparing for +2 exams, I was listening to "Darmiyaan" it was and still is so beautiful

I miss those time so bad
I wish I could go back in time, live those moments again

I don't know when did I became this old,
Wasn't I just a 17y/o boy exploring and figuring things out?

this was just a damn nostalgic post, no hate plichh

exam thiyo 1 hapta agadi samma, and i am a type of person who writes and then studies so exam ko 25 din ma I finished 5-6 Rs.100 wala moto rough copy, and idk how many pens

exam sakkiyo and aba 1 hapta paxi aaile yesso DSA padhna paryo vanera copy pen nikaleko ta aaula dukhera lekhnai sakdina ta 😭😭

k garam ma😭

I know it can get lonely sometimes but It too is the bestttt thing, living alone, you do your things, no one to interfere

We can do whatever we want, no need to give answers to anyone
I guess this is what bachelor's life is

Also you can stay naked all day, no one will know

Living alone makes you so damn independent, I pay for myself, I buy whatever I want/can, I can
eat whatever I like, can go wherever I want without explaining

Like yesterday night, I bought a 750ml vodka, had some chau chau sandeko as chakna, and was cooking food for myself, getting high, listening to Mehbooba Mehbooba haha, that was so fun

I feel so sad and pity for those who live with their parents all their life

One should at least live alone once

so I was from Science Bio 2079 batch, one of the good colleges in Nepal
I was good in studies

ani mero exam ko lagi padhni pattern was
suppose aaja maths ko exam diyera aayo
aaja kei napadhni aba chill hanni byana 10 to rati samma
voli byana uthni 7 8 baje tira, ani padhna thalni, I remember maile physics literally 6 ghanta ma sakeko sabbai

ani tyeti belai mero cheating wala season ni chalirathyo (not in exams, but in relationship),
I was in love with one of the girl from my own college while having another one in another college (2 yrs relationship)
so I had to give both of them time too

also every night I used to give PEA ko mock test even voli exam xa vaneni I used to take the MCQ test and score around 100-120 / 140

It was quite fun overall and I scored 3.78 in 12th Boards

edit : I never did solve Old is Gold (I don't even practice pyq in engineering) cause
"sabai padhesi, k important, k unimportant"

I wish I could go back to that time,
For those who are planning to become engineer after 12:

It is wayy harder than +2
ma jasto manxe ta engieering exam ko bela 3-4 din lagatar padhxa
so yeah timiharu jo 12 ko lagi 1-2 hapta padhxau,
timharu ko ta halat kharab hunxa lmaoo

anyways best of luck for your exam and ramro garnu
and have a bright future

kamputer engineering guy

is already a backend engineer

- but no proper DSA done
- wants to do GenAI kinaki its trending
- wants internships/jobs asap
- wants to try flutter for mobile dev too

what shall be done next?

Any updates on recent written test for intern guys???

maile kailai deep, meaningful, layered, structured lyrics pauni vaina nepali music ma except very rare cases like "bihibar and ago" by "brihat pahari", some "The Elements" songs, very few sushant kc songs ("gajalu"), phosphenes ko kunai kunai, etc most of the mainstream songs are like:

aauu naaaa
malaii sarai garo vai sakyooo
xitoo aau na aaauuuu

and some absolute fuck ass songs like:
yesto gardinxu ma
hya aaija
ma kuriraxu
xito aaija
aailai aaija

and some random ass shouting (bro even genre ni mildaina timle chichhara gauna lai)
and most of them being love songs
sab jana ko breakup matra problem xa kyaho life ma
30-40 barsa vaka uncle haru still being sad about breakups
"k garuuu maa k garuuu, timilai samjhee, samjhi ta halee"

and there are some who just randomly add words without even flow

if anyone who is reading this don't know what I mean by "good lyrics", listen
"bihibar" by brihat or just "ek sundari beshya prati" by laxmi prasad devkota, recited by "bhusita vasistha"

why can't they write some good lyrics??
just guitar bajauna aayo, j paye tyei lyrics lekhdiyo, nice music banayo, ani release handiyo, tiktok ma viral vayesi k chaiyo

ani for some fuck ass people, I am not hating music, I am hating the lyrics hidden behind those beautiful music

tf are these lyrics, fuck this shit