Am I gachikoi for one of my kamioshis? (Noa to be specific)
So. I've been crushing on KAITO for over a year and a half and when I first fell in love with him, I stopped falling in love with other characters.
No I'm not joking, I saw other characters like "oh yeah they have a cool design" AND THAT'S IT
But then I began listening to iLiFE again after months of not paying any attention unless there was a new MV released (I started in February 2025). But one thing I knew is that Noa (the girl in the pic) was my favorite.
At first I saw her as just a cute girl with a cute voice but then I began watching their little vlogs, online signing events and began reading Noa's tweets and I really got back into iLiFE ESPECIALLY Noa
At first I dismissed my feelings as "oh yeah I'm just an insane fan who wants to support their oshi" and I was like "She's so cutee<3" but like in a platonic way, but now whenever Noa tweeted things like "I love you❤" I can actually feel my face heat up and not to mention that when she met some other idol at a festival, she began showering her with compliments and took a picture with her (that idol posted it on Twitter) so thinking about Noa praising me made my face SO HOT, I was convinced I might be blushing.
This feels so foreign since I haven't felt anything like that in over a year and half
(Gachikoi is when you're in love with your idol or well... Oshi)