u/Cool_Marionberry4551

I am so so so so so so done. I’m so over it I can’t do this anymore. I’m (25F) 5 months post partum and have worn a pad every day since having my baby because I am pissing myself constantly. My OB prescribed me Estradiol but every time I take it I get different issues (i.e itchiness, infection, bad smell). I tried physical therapy for a while (i.e. pelvic floor exercises, TENS unit) no improvement. I went to see a urogynecologist and they said it’s either that I’m producing no estrogen because I’m exclusively breastfeeding or that it’s a urethral issue. I have to go back for testing at the END OF JUNE for them to do some tests. If it’s a urethral issue they’re going to inject me with some bulking agent to solve it. My husband and I are going on our summer vacation next month with our families and I’m so beyond upset that this STILL isn’t resolved. I never imagined I would STILL be dealing with this. All I can think about is living in a body I hate in swimsuit pissing myself on vacation. I ordered Uresta that fucking bladder plug so yay Ill just plug myself up and be fine. Even if I was just a little overweight I could deal with this because I’d be going to the gym and working on myself but I fucking can’t because I can’t do ANYTHING WITHOUT PISSING MYSELF. I hate sitting in pee 24/7, I hate not feeling confident, I hate that while I’m taking care of/playing with my son my mobility is limited, I hate that my sex life is basically non existent, I HATE LIVING LIKE THIS. And I can tell my husband is sick of hearing about it because he’s a problem solver and there’s nothing he can do to solve this for me. I want my life and my body back. I also seethe with jealousy and rage seeing other women back in the gym or in bikinis post partum like why the FUCK do I have to deal with this?? I was active throughout my pregnancy and did pelvic floor exercises I had in my mind I was going to be that girl that just snapped back but NO. I don’t know what I’m looking for here, support, advice, or maybe just to vent because Ik laying in bed sobbing because I’m at the end of my rope with this I can’t do it anymore. I want to have fun sex again, and take care of my son without thinking about anything else, and wear a bathing suit, and workout, and sneeze, and laugh, and walk, and talk, and sit and fucking EVERYTHING WITHOUT PEEING!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for listening.

I am so so so so so so done. I’m so over it I can’t do this anymore. I’m (25F) 5 months post partum and have worn a pad every day since having my baby because I am pissing myself constantly. My OB prescribed me Estradiol but every time I take it I get different issues (i.e itchiness, infection, bad smell). I tried physical therapy for a while (i.e. pelvic floor exercises, TENS unit) no improvement. I went to see a urogynecologist and they said it’s either that I’m producing no estrogen because I’m exclusively breastfeeding or that it’s a urethral issue. I have to go back for testing at the END OF JUNE for them to do some tests. If it’s a urethral issue they’re going to inject me with some bulking agent to solve it. My husband and I are going on our summer vacation next month with our families and I’m so beyond upset that this STILL isn’t resolved. I never imagined I would STILL be dealing with this. All I can think about is living in a body I hate in swimsuit pissing myself on vacation. I ordered Uresta that fucking bladder plug so yay Ill just plug myself up and be fine. Even if I was just a little overweight I could deal with this because I’d be going to the gym and working on myself but I fucking can’t because I can’t do ANYTHING WITHOUT PISSING MYSELF. I hate sitting in pee 24/7, I hate not feeling confident, I hate that while I’m taking care of/playing with my son my mobility is limited, I hate that my sex life is basically non existent, I HATE LIVING LIKE THIS. And I can tell my husband is sick of hearing about it because he’s a problem solver and there’s nothing he can do to solve this for me. I want my life and my body back. I also seethe with jealousy and rage seeing other women back in the gym or in bikinis post partum like why the FUCK do I have to deal with this?? I was active throughout my pregnancy and did pelvic floor exercises I had in my mind I was going to be that girl that just snapped back but NO. I don’t know what I’m looking for here, support, advice, or maybe just to vent because Ik laying in bed sobbing because I’m at the end of my rope with this I can’t do it anymore. I want to have fun sex again, and take care of my son without thinking about anything else, and wear a bathing suit, and workout, and sneeze, and laugh, and walk, and talk, and sit and fucking EVERYTHING WITHOUT PEEING!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for listening.

I am so so so so so so done. I’m so over it I can’t do this anymore. I’m (25F) 5 months post partum and have worn a pad every day since having my baby because I am pissing myself constantly. My OB prescribed me Estradiol but every time I take it I get different issues (i.e itchiness, infection, bad smell). I tried physical therapy for a while (i.e. pelvic floor exercises, TENS unit) no improvement. I went to see a urogynecologist and they said it’s either that I’m producing no estrogen because I’m exclusively breastfeeding or that it’s a urethral issue. I have to go back for testing at the END OF JUNE for them to do some tests. If it’s a urethral issue they’re going to inject me with some bulking agent to solve it. My husband and I are going on our summer vacation next month with our families and I’m so beyond upset that this STILL isn’t resolved. I never imagined I would STILL be dealing with this. All I can think about is living in a body I hate in swimsuit pissing myself on vacation. I ordered Uresta that fucking bladder plug so yay Ill just plug myself up and be fine. Even if I was just a little overweight I could deal with this because I’d be going to the gym and working on myself but I fucking can’t because I can’t do ANYTHING WITHOUT PISSING MYSELF. I hate sitting in pee 24/7, I hate not feeling confident, I hate that while I’m taking care of/playing with my son my mobility is limited, I hate that my sex life is basically non existent, I HATE LIVING LIKE THIS. And I can tell my husband is sick of hearing about it because he’s a problem solver and there’s nothing he can do to solve this for me. I want my life and my body back. I also seethe with jealousy and rage seeing other women back in the gym or in bikinis post partum like why the FUCK do I have to deal with this?? I was active throughout my pregnancy and did pelvic floor exercises I had in my mind I was going to be that girl that just snapped back but NO. I don’t know what I’m looking for here, support, advice, or maybe just to vent because Ik laying in bed sobbing because I’m at the end of my rope with this I can’t do it anymore. I want to have fun sex again, and take care of my son without thinking about anything else, and wear a bathing suit, and workout, and sneeze, and laugh, and walk, and talk, and sit and fucking EVERYTHING WITHOUT PEEING!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for listening.

I am so so so so so so done. I’m so over it I can’t do this anymore. I’m (25F) 5 months post partum and have worn a pad every day since having my baby because I am pissing myself constantly. My OB prescribed me Estradiol but every time I take it I get different issues (i.e itchiness, infection, bad smell). I tried physical therapy for a while (i.e. pelvic floor exercises, TENS unit) no improvement. I went to see a urogynecologist and they said it’s either that I’m producing no estrogen because I’m exclusively breastfeeding or that it’s a urethral issue. I have to go back for testing at the END OF JUNE for them to do some tests. If it’s a urethral issue they’re going to inject me with some bulking agent to solve it. My husband and I are going on our summer vacation next month with our families and I’m so beyond upset that this STILL isn’t resolved. I never imagined I would STILL be dealing with this. All I can think about is living in a body I hate in swimsuit pissing myself on vacation. I ordered Uresta that fucking bladder plug so yay Ill just plug myself up and be fine. Even if I was just a little overweight I could deal with this because I’d be going to the gym and working on myself but I fucking can’t because I can’t do ANYTHING WITHOUT PISSING MYSELF. I hate sitting in pee 24/7, I hate not feeling confident, I hate that while I’m taking care of/playing with my son my mobility is limited, I hate that my sex life is basically non existent, I HATE LIVING LIKE THIS. And I can tell my husband is sick of hearing about it because he’s a problem solver and there’s nothing he can do to solve this for me. I want my life and my body back. I also seethe with jealousy and rage seeing other women back in the gym or in bikinis post partum like why the FUCK do I have to deal with this?? I was active throughout my pregnancy and did pelvic floor exercises I had in my mind I was going to be that girl that just snapped back but NO. I don’t know what I’m looking for here, support, advice, or maybe just to vent because Ik laying in bed sobbing because I’m at the end of my rope with this I can’t do it anymore. I want to have fun sex again, and take care of my son without thinking about anything else, and wear a bathing suit, and workout, and sneeze, and laugh, and walk, and talk, and sit and fucking EVERYTHING WITHOUT PEEING!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for listening.

I am so so so so so so done. I’m so over it I can’t do this anymore. I’m (25F) 5 months post partum and have worn a pad every day since having my baby because I am pissing myself constantly. My OB prescribed me Estradiol but every time I take it I get different issues (i.e itchiness, infection, bad smell). I tried physical therapy for a while (i.e. pelvic floor exercises, TENS unit) no improvement. I went to see a urogynecologist and they said it’s either that I’m producing no estrogen because I’m exclusively breastfeeding or that it’s a urethral issue. I have to go back for testing at the END OF JUNE for them to do some tests. If it’s a urethral issue they’re going to inject me with some bulking agent to solve it. My husband and I are going on our summer vacation next month with our families and I’m so beyond upset that this STILL isn’t resolved. I never imagined I would STILL be dealing with this. All I can think about is living in a body I hate in swimsuit pissing myself on vacation. I ordered Uresta that fucking bladder plug so yay Ill just plug myself up and be fine. Even if I was just a little overweight I could deal with this because I’d be going to the gym and working on myself but I fucking can’t because I can’t do ANYTHING WITHOUT PISSING MYSELF. I hate sitting in pee 24/7, I hate not feeling confident, I hate that while I’m taking care of/playing with my son my mobility is limited, I hate that my sex life is basically non existent, I HATE LIVING LIKE THIS. And I can tell my husband is sick of hearing about it because he’s a problem solver and there’s nothing he can do to solve this for me. I want my life and my body back. I also seethe with jealousy and rage seeing other women back in the gym or in bikinis post partum like why the FUCK do I have to deal with this?? I was active throughout my pregnancy and did pelvic floor exercises I had in my mind I was going to be that girl that just snapped back but NO. I don’t know what I’m looking for here, support, advice, or maybe just to vent because Ik laying in bed sobbing because I’m at the end of my rope with this I can’t do it anymore. I want to have fun sex again, and take care of my son without thinking about anything else, and wear a bathing suit, and workout, and sneeze, and laugh, and walk, and talk, and sit and fucking EVERYTHING WITHOUT PEEING!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for listening.