Nearly 38 and ready to end it.
Final and last post:
Turning 38 this Friday. Making final plans to end it, this Friday
Life is too overwhelming and heavy. I cant see a future anymore, beyond Friday.
I cant see a way forward either.
I get no enjoyment or happiness out of life anymore. I completely lost interest in everything also. I struggled with suicidal thoughts since I was 16. Every year is getting worse, not better
I just wish I had the courage to end my life years ago. Thursday is my last day here.