Just tired. Tired of men. Men who made their careers because of women. Then chucked the diaspora at the first opportunity now that they have already made their career.
I always keep men at 1% doubt no matter how good they seem. I knew becoming their fan that as men they would do something to break my trust and they did. I am tired. Tired of having to explain to men. Even when men have made a career on the funding and backup of women/girls.
They have been looked down upon by their fellow workers in Korea, internationally men have always hated them and looked down upon them (now we have a certain strain that either does it to get women or fr, whatever). The only humans standing for them in the greatest percentage were/ are women/girls. And they go and hangout with an abuser of women/girls who is banned in countries. And another who has said P.Diddy is fine.
So, the only diaspora that stood with them through everything, they did NOT stand for. This is so tiring mentally. I feel sad.