u/Dan_Pittypang

So this might be a weird request but could you pretend to talk about me/write something about me that actively recognises my alterhumanity or fully talk about me as an animal?

I just want to see how I feel if others talk about me as an animal.

Little about me:

I am a grey wolf and snow leopard alterhuman. I've been trying to figure out my nonhuman identity for around 2 years. I get sad at the thought of my sense of smell not being that good, however I find it nice that just by listening I can recognise other creatures/humans.

I'm somewhere under the trans umbrella, I use any/all pronouns (including it/its and neopronounses)

This september I'll start my last year of seconary school. I'm studying to be an accountant but might change my career path to forester or something.

I prefer winter over summer. I like the night more than the day (especially in the summer). Because of how peaceful and quiet those times are. I really love the snow. Last time it snowed I jumped face first into it.

I can crochet, swim and I'm learning to play on calimba. I do martial art and quadrobics.

I kinda want others to know that I'm strong and skilled enough to know how to harm them. Mainly/probably bc if you see a wolf or a snow leopard you wouldn't mess with it bc you have an idea of how strong it is.

For a lil context:

I made this oc when I was 13 and then it wasn't even an oc, it was a self-insert thing. Since then I made them into an oc an expanded their story as I grew up. (I'm gonna call them Dw in this post)

I have other ocs and some of them started out as self-inserts but then I gave them their own personality and such and they don't fit me anymore.

What I noticed is that whenever I write about Dw I always give them the same reactions, thought processes as mine or how I would want to react in situations and if I didn't do that it would feel off.

They also have the same kintypes as me the difference is that their kintypes "live in their head" like separet creatures eventhough they are the same person and sometimes I feel the same way.

Reasons why I think this started:

-Dw started as a self-insert and they were that for years before I officaly made them into an oc; and they were with me for most of my teenage years (and are still with me now that I'm an adult).

-Dw's the oc who's entierly based off of me (gender, orientation, identity, religion, personality)

-Dw has 3 names and I use the most recent one (Pittypang) on social media platforms (youtube, tiktok, tumbler, reddit)

-A lot of the times when I write their story/extend their lore I treat them as a self insert. I don't ask the question: What would they do? I ask: What would I do?

Reasons why I'm cofused:

-Dw is not me. If you asked me: Are you this character? My answer would be no.

-I want to be like Dw (or maybe even want to be them). When I look into the mirror I want to see how Dw looks like.

-I talk to myself a lot and I also "talk" with my ocs and characterd too but I never "talk" with Dw; and when I "talk" to an oc who's Dw's friend I'm the one talking to them; but if I "talk" with Dw I just talk to myself (Yes, it might me conserning that I talk to non-existent characters like they are real people. Please tell me if I sould go to a professional.)

-If one of the ocs/characters who's Dw's friend would be real and met me they would think I'm Dw.

-It's like Dw is me but also not.

-The things that "happen to them" feel like they happen to me.

I quess this post is mainly for fictionkins and links. But I'll take any kind of help or advise from anyone.

(There's probably a very thin line between using an oc as a self-insert and kinning them. I use that line as a jumprope.)

I was watching a clip from a impov comedy group called Shoot From The Hip in which 2 of the guys kissed very passionatly and that's when the question formed in my mind.

I find kissing disgusting. I've kissed with my boyfriend before and I thought I was gonna throw up or smth.

But for some reason when I read or watch stuff I am not disgusted by kissing scenes. Maybe cringe a little bit but not disgusted.

So why does kissing looks so good but feels so disgusting?

(I know everyone feels different about intimit stuff like this but I kinda just wanna know what's your thoughts on this and how can you relate?)

I am wolf-marrowed, which means that my identity is somewhere between identifying as and identifying with a wolf.

I am in secondary school and had my final exams this year which is why I didn't have basically any free time recently. On top of that I am a ''out of sight out of mind'' kind of person (I can forget that I am hungry if I am deep into doing something else), if I am distracted I kind of forget about things which also became a coping mechanism to deal with my emotions.

So because I didn't have time to stop for a sec and just exist without any resposibility and work I couldn't explore my identity. And now that I'm done with that and summer break has finally started I don't know what to do with what I feel.

Firstly I hate this heat, every day I wake up and I want to rip my skin off bc of it and sometimes I can barelly breath. I want to be outside but I know I will get uncomfortable bc of the heat.

I want fo chew someting, anything and everything. I've always chewed on pens and pencils but that was bc I was anxious (I think) and this is worse. I get very uncomfotable if I ignore it. So far I chewed on a wooden stick but I didn't like the taste of it so now I switched to a charm made of this weird, thick yarn.

I have the urge to run on all fours. I do quadrobics for fun but so far I very rarely had the urge to walk around like that and even then it was very quiet. Now however it's like a 100x worse which I wouldn't actually mind if I could go outside without dying. Also if I ignore this urge I start to feel very uncomfortable and it makes me want to rip my own skin off.

I don't have the urge to do vocals but it would feel natural to do them.

So I've been trying to distract myself for the past hour by watching tiktoks, which kind of work so far (yes, my best solution is to run away from my problems) and I also sat down on the floor while chewing that charm thing which helped a lot.

Help. I don't know what this is and I don't know what to do.

I have a tiktok account where I post quadrobics videos, and sometimes I scroll on that account and my fy mainly showes me quadrobics videos and there are some people who I follow too. Because most quadrobics videos have alterhuman hastags and because I follow other alterhuman accounts the tiktok algorithm showes me other videos aswell.

I noticed that there are some videos that in my opinnion can be considered hatefull (even if the creator doesn't mean it).

Example 1: Caption on the video said "Fake therian logic" and as the video went on more caption appeared saying "I do quadrobics and I got gear so that makes me a therian ig"

Example 2: Caption said "Hey I am a therian/otherpaw [or something like that]" and the person on the video held their hand out and the second caption appeared that the "the other person" said which is anything from ''I choose" through "I eat animal food" all the way to "Which animal are you attracted to"

I've seen the second example a lot more then the first and I know that it was (and apperantly still is) a trend on theriantok, and probably that's why people keep making these type of videos.

I know that kids are more likely to make these type of videos bc of the attention but I've seen adults make them too which just makes me a little mad. Mainly bc it's clear in the first example that the "fake therian" is just missinformed, and the second is either missinformation or ragebait.

Can't they see they hurt their own community with it? Maybe minors don't pay attention to such things but adults should!

Thank you for listening

The first time I came across alterhumanity I thought I was a therian but then I realised that otherhearted might fit better to what I experience.

For 2 years now I've been an otherhearted but still it didn't really matched with how I felt. A few months ago I came across the lable othemarrowed. I didn't look into it at the time but recently I did and it is game changer.

Othermarrowed is a term for those who are in-between being otherhearted and otherkin in some way.

This identity was created by rotten-replica on tumblr. E also made a short list on why one could be othemarrowed and one if the reason really stood out to me: becoming so connected with one’s hearttype that the lines between identifying *with* and identifying *as* feel blurred.

And yes yes yes. I am wolfmarrowed. I am not a wolf, I don't identify as one but I am so connected to wolves that it's no longer an identifying with situation.

Whenever I see wolves or wolf like dogs something always just hits me in the chest really hard. I don't know how to describe it but it's kind of like a longing feeling but way more harder and I can't do anything about it so I just end up being a little sad that I can't be around them. I want to travel with wolves, walk long distances and I want to play with them and stuff.

It would probably help me feel better if I had a dog (bonus point if it's wolf-like) but currently I can't and I won't be able to anytime soon.

So I'm aroace, I feel 0 romantic and sexual attraction towards everyone. Despit this I have a boyfriend. We've knowned eachother for 4 years now and for 3 years I've tried to avoied the topic of relationship bc I an aroace. Eventually I told him but he doesn't mind it, and I love him in a non-romantic way so for a little more then 7 months now we've been in this relationship kind of thing.

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Now to the questions: how do I tell him in words, simply and casually that I love him?

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I ask this question bc I am not entierly sure that he understands what aromantic actually is and I'm affraid that if I told him "Love you" he would think that I mean it romanticly.

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Any thoughts?

Hello everyone!

I am looking for people who have similar beliefs as me. I'm Chatolic Christian and I am an otherhearted (tho from time to time I question if I'm a therian). I have been struggling to really look into my idenity bc I am afraid that I will do something wrong.

I just want to know about what is your walk with God like being alterhuman.

If anyone would be open to it then you can dm me (we can also talk on discord or tiktok)