u/Dangerous-Banana-144

I’m not sure if this is the right sub for this, but I want to know if anyone has had a similar experience.
As a child I suffered constant abuse from my brother, which I believe has lead me to having low self esteem, anxiety and an anxious attachment style. I’ve not had very healthy romantic relationships, and my most recent relationship was quite traumatic for me which involved a lot of emotional abuse.
Now I have met someone who is genuinely the best partner I could have ever wished for, he’s understanding and not toxic to me and so lovely.
However, if ever I annoy him, he doesn’t react badly but obviously will act annoyed at me, which is completely valid for him to do. But it sets me off into a spiral of crying, where I feel guilty for the fact I’ve started crying in the first place which keeps the spiral going, often for an hour or more, as well as thoughts that this is going to make him leave me which keeps the spiral going also.
I do not want to do this again, he doesn’t deserve this and I don’t want to put this on him, I also want to stop feeling these painful spirals for myself too.

I’m not sure if this is the right sub for this, but I want to know if anyone has had a similar experience.
As a child I suffered constant abuse from my brother, which I believe has lead me to having low self esteem, anxiety and an anxious attachment style. I’ve not had very healthy romantic relationships, and my most recent relationship was quite traumatic for me which involved a lot of emotional abuse. I have also been diagnosed with adhd.
Now I have met someone who is genuinely the best partner I could have ever wished for, he’s understanding and not toxic to me and so lovely.
However, if ever I annoy him, he doesn’t react badly but obviously will act annoyed at me, which is completely valid for him to do. But it sets me off into a spiral of crying, where I feel guilty for the fact I’ve started crying in the first place which keeps the spiral going, often for an hour or more, as well as thoughts that this is going to make him leave me which keeps the spiral going also.
I do not want to do this again, he doesn’t deserve this and I don’t want to put this on him, I also want to stop feeling these painful spirals for myself too.

I’m not sure if this is the right sub for this, but I want to know if anyone has had a similar experience.
As a child I suffered constant abuse from my brother, which I believe has lead me to having low self esteem, anxiety and an anxious attachment style. I’ve not had very healthy romantic relationships, and my most recent relationship was quite traumatic for me which involved a lot of emotional abuse.
Now I have met someone who is genuinely the best partner I could have ever wished for, he’s understanding and not toxic to me and so lovely.
However, if ever I annoy him, he doesn’t react badly but obviously will act annoyed at me, which is completely valid for him to do. But it sets me off into a spiral of crying, where I feel guilty for the fact I’ve started crying in the first place which keeps the spiral going, often for an hour or more, as well as thoughts that this is going to make him leave me which keeps the spiral going also.
I do not want to do this again, he doesn’t deserve this and I don’t want to put this on him, I also want to stop feeling these painful spirals for myself too.

I have a jailbroken ps3 with webman and pkgi. My ps3 says there’s a system update needed so I can play online. I know that I’m not meant to update it as it will brick my PlayStation, but I’m not actually sure what I need to do instead if someone could guide me I’d appreciate it a lot. Thanks for reading :)

I am 22, in the UK. Due to poor mental health and undiagnosed adhd most of my teenage years, I was not bothered about my future career and went down no path. I have spent the past 6 years working in hospitality, I do not enjoy it. Due to an incident 2 years ago, I received a simple caution of assaulting an emergency worker which was immediately spent and I was told would be removed from my record after 6 years (not 100% sure if that’s the case though)
I am truly interested in psychology, and animal care too. I would like to be a counsellor and have a level 2 counselling qualification, but quit my level 3 course due to anxiety about 2 ish years ago. I would love to get a job helping people with mental health issues or addiction issues, or animals. I don’t know what to do, and I am in need of guidance. I’m worried that this caution on my record will deter me from any meaningful work.

I am 22, in the UK. Due to poor mental health and undiagnosed adhd most of my teenage years, I was not bothered about my future career and went down no path. I have spent the past 6 years working in hospitality, I do not enjoy it. Due to an incident 2 years ago, I received a simple caution of assaulting an emergency worker which was immediately spent and I was told would be removed from my record after 6 years (not 100% sure if that’s the case though)
I am truly interested in psychology, and animal care too. I would like to be a counsellor and have a level 2 counselling qualification, but quit my level 3 course due to anxiety about 2 ish years ago. I would love to get a job helping people with mental health issues or addiction issues, or animals. I don’t know what to do, and I am in need of guidance. I’m worried that this caution on my record will deter me from any meaningful work.