u/DankOunce_

Feels like im suffocating just trying to keep up with everyone, I feel like everyday I wake up and put on a mask to act, act like a normal person a human being. I wish I could disappear and have nobody remember me so I could feel more at peace in my mind and I wouldn’t have to worry about letting anyone down.

Feel less lonely, everything don’t see that bad, if I left it would be fine. I loved as much as I could.. everything is okay I tried as much as I could

Flush all my thoughts away with the liquor I drink, drown away my feelings, at the end I feel better but I can’t escape the feeling of letting everyone down, I think of every possibility of a situation I could of done better. I can’t see the point of anything. I wish I would have done better. Mentally im not all there anymore. Stuck in a bubble I can’t escape. I miss a lot of people but there’s nothing I can do about it. Time either brings u closer or apart and I can’t keep things together. everything falls apart. All I ever wanted ws to be loved, to be loved and have ppl care abt me. Everything down the drain I need to disappear