u/Darknessinsidemysoul

I’m 25yr genderfluid queer, writing mm romance with psychological depth.

I want friends with whom I can share my ideas with. I’m in a stage where I could only plot and gather ideas because of my burn out. I don’t have spare energy to write yet, but I plan to do so once I get a little space to breathe.

You can also offer me some queer romance writers’ groups to join. But I would prefer to keep people with similar interests and have groups tightly knit

• ⁠Genre/s: romance!
• ⁠Goals/expectations/commitment: I can’t commit to anything rn, but I want friends who I can connect and share ideas with
• ⁠Writing/experience level: I have never published, so I don’t mine. I just want someone who can connect with me.
• ⁠Meeting place: maybe DM here or a discord server
• ⁠[Writing groups only] Max size: -

I’m 25yr genderfluid queer, writing mm romance with psychological depth.

I want friends with whom I can share my ideas with. I’m in a stage where I could only plot and gather ideas because of my depleted energy from wok. I don’t have spare energy to write yet, but I plan to do so once I get a little space to breathe.

You can also offer me some queer romance writers’ groups to join. But I would prefer to keep people with similar interests and have groups tightly knit

I’m 25yr genderfluid queer, writing mm romance with psychological depth.

I want friends with whom I can share my ideas with. I’m in a stage where I could only plot and gather ideas because of my burn out. I don’t have spare energy to write yet, but I plan to do so once I get a little space to breathe.

You can also offer me some queer romance writers’ groups to join. But I would prefer to keep people with similar interests and have groups tightly knit

I’m 25yr genderfluid queer, writing mm romance with psychological depth.

I want friends with whom I can share my ideas with. I’m in a stage where I could only plot and gather ideas because of my burn out. I don’t have spare energy to write yet, but I plan to do so once I get a little space to breathe.

You can also offer me some queer romance writers’ groups to join. But I would prefer to keep people with similar interests and have groups tightly knit

So, I’m afab genderfluid queer person. And as a genderfluid, I can become any configurations of gender out there. Male, female, something in between, nothing at all, something mixed.. you said it. But what I hadn’t come to terms yet is my inner sex. Yes, I’m born biologically female, but.. I can still feel like I have a cock sometimes. It’s very vivid for me, even though I don’t have it physically.

Sometimes I don’t have them all at once, sometimes I do. It is in my nature to change, but sometimes my inner sex can shift too. It can divide, morph and combine. It’s not uncommon of me to have both at once. And when I get off on it, it doesn’t feel the same as when I only have one equipment. Because now they can shift and interact with each other.

I just want to find my people, you know? I feel.. a little bit guilty when I do something that’s not considered normal, even though it’s a natural progression for me.

Can you guys tell me your experiences so that I can feel less alone? I want to resonate with someone’s experience so that this can be normal for me.

This is going to be 18+

So… long story short, I’ve always been frustrated that I have a neurowiring dick but I can’t do anything with it. Then an idea came to me: since phantom sensations are real anyway; we should treat it as real. So I did and I’m still getting used to it. But basically having a dick attached to you now feels very disorientating because 1. The euphoria it gives makes me hard every now and then 2. I don’t know what to do with myself when I’m suddenly very interested out of nowhere.

And my dick is interested in a lot of things, now that I’ve let it out. Men, women, and just anything in general. This morning I woke up and, because my breast generally feels good before period, I caressed it. And look what popped up! La dee da, it’s my dick. You would have thought it’s going to be a pussy or that having these parts together are going to be contradicting. But nooo. My dick was very interested in the presents of my breast, and my breast feels the same.

I didn’t get off because I was afraid it’d be too intense. But for like 15mins on bed, I’ve become some sort of hemaphrodite being that enjoys itself.

I know this is very inappropriate, but also I’m sexually frustrated because there’s no way I could tell any people in my life that THAT happened. So I vent here instead. Oh my god, please tell me I’m not alone with this.

Also any dick havers are absolutely allowed to give me advice on how to do this. Because right now, I have no idea what I’m doing. And it’s not like there’s a beginner’s guide on how to have a dick for the first time.

Something I look specifically:
I don’t want hurt/comfort only for the sake of being hurt. I want it to be psychologically deep and make sense to character development so I can get something out of it. I also want the comfort to exist because otherwise I’ll be drowned in pain. Pain’s not the only thing I chase, I chase feel good moments and comfort as well.

Also, I’m genderfluid. So if you have any gender variety recommendations, I would also appreciate it. But I mainly looking for mm (cause a part of me is a longing gay transman.)

So far the authors that I like:
- Cat sebastian: ex. We could be so good
- Tal bauer: ex. You&Me
(Haven’t read all their books yet, but these are the ones I like best from them)