u/Dat1Sheekuh

Idk why I thought about the Piggy James segment with Michelle McCool back in the day...

Was there something about that segment that was discussed between them? It would seem like it wasn't unless there were some actual personal issues backstage between them.

I was in high schoolᅳ I figured I wanted to talk about that.

Genuinely; I was far too young to understand...

But seeing Mickie James cry, I felt a part of me actually think about school.

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u/Dat1Sheekuh — 3 days ago

I'm not sure you all remember my post about the girl I've been seeing at her job... I've decided to make it my final time. Idk if I even want to text her anymore.

She told me to just text her, and I've been doing that. Oftentimes, I'll get a response. MOST of the time, its deadpan silence. Yesterday, I went to see her; and I came in to a very interesting moment where she told me her abusive ex has struck againᅳ Causing harm to another woman.

Someone has managed to teach him a lesson, but he still hovers over her like a cloud blocking the sun, just being an insufferable asshole she can't get rid of.

Deep downᅳ I felt that insecurity right there.

Some random customer is just over here talking to her right in front of me like he's that interested in her. I'm a jealous woman. I do not like talking to girls I'm interested in and too many men want one person.

I dealt with thatᅳ I've seen men get into disputes over me.

I.

DO.

NOT.

LIKE.

THAT.

SHIT.

I really don't. It makes me REAL uncomfortable.

It also didn't help that her joke about me harassing her because a customer asked; I'm a fucking woman. And she has this guy literally on her ass 24/7.

AND STILL TALKS TO HIM.

I don't know if that was a joke, or she was being serious... But I felt some type of way about it, cause I take harassment very seriously.

Dealt with that in MY 20's

That means someone is gonna get hurt; much worse if she already found somebody. That level of heartbreak got me messed up; I've made my decision to leave her be.

Me and autonomy have a very weird relationship. If I like like you, normally people like seeing you everyday. I didn't know that meant I was being a stalker.

I've been depressed since yesterday, so... Love has been mean to me. She and I share such same dualities; As well as interests, it hurts me enough something tells me she's going to run into another guy that's just going to act a much bigger fool around her.

I don't know.

She was amazing...

I guess I chose peace with that one.

Narcissism runs in my family, her mummy was nice enough to sit down and talk with me about it. And she knows I got it because of my mom. I'm willing to unlearn all of what I was raised around just to be around her but... I chose peace instead.

I didn't text, I didn't call. I just decided to leave her alone. I feel embarrassed that much, I'm crying on the couch.

This shit sucks, bro...

I'm sorry if this was a mouthful, but I'm not going to do this to myself when I already see how things will go. It's not her fault, nor is it mine, And I refuse to be another individual person who can't take "No" for an answer, and my ass is SCARED to say no.

If you took that much time to read it...thanks for caring I guess.

u/Dat1Sheekuh — 15 days ago

I'll start LOL

My Mars is Taurus and my Venus is Leo.

Customer service? Kitchen service. I be ready to SMASH em all. I'm social, but socially awkward. What I hate about Customer service is dealing with customers who come off reeeeeal standoffish.

Don't bring me attitude, cause I'll play into your mess YOU bring 🤣🤣

The only thing about Customer service that keeps me sane is developing amazing work relationships with my coworkers.

What about you? What's a job you hated?

u/Dat1Sheekuh — 24 days ago

RIDDLE: SUN SIGN

You can find it in your phone, you can find it in your chart, but its also on a trading card.

WHAT AM I???

u/Dat1Sheekuh — 25 days ago