u/DaysOfAnAdventurer

after all it's not needed, you can live a fulfilling life without a partner. my social anxiety is ruining my life, i can't even talk to people taking my order anymore. i feel like im too much to ever find love because of it.

my biggest concern is that i'll never be in love. i'm almost 19 now, and i was top of my class, got to attend college early, i work in computer science and i collect anime figurines and stuff so i'm basically a textbook loser and nerd. which is enough to disqualify you from relationships on its own but on top of all that i'm ugly and got crooked teeth. combine that with no social skills and social anxiety and i feel like i have no redeeming qualities.

with all of these cons present should i just throw in the towel and find meaning elsewhere or is there some form of hope? if there is hope, what steps can i take to pursue it? im sorry if this is erratic, ive went over it a bit to make sure it fit the rules. anyway thanks for listening.

i'm trying to start my life, but i'm constantly unable to speak and act in many situations and it's now imposing a threat to my job and university status. i've tried talking to people about it and they tell me i'm ridiculous and to "just speak."

i wanted some personal answers/advice on what i should try doing to maybe overcome it.

i'm sorry if this isn't fit for this subreddit but any replies or advice helps. thank you.

I want to write neatly (almost like a font that i found) but i want it to just be my natural writing style. I don't know how to work on it though and if it can even be changed.

my girlfriend broke up with me months ago now and i'm still thinking about her.

i keep having these "oh i should text her and ask how her day is" moments and then im like "oh yeah, nevermind"

im getting worried i may never love that same way again, i mean we knew each other for so long.

i need to learn, but i can't afford lessons.

i'm really talentless and im trying to figure out something im good at or something to be my thing.

i got an expensive acoustic guitar and it pisses me off because idk how the heck you're supposed learn the stupid thing.

i need advice, how do i learn?

i told my friends that i don’t think i’ll ever marry. apparently this is a huge deal and not normal.

to me, marriage is a huge responsibility. last thing i want is to marry somebody and make them miserable or regretful because i’m annoying. so i believe unless it’s just a perfect match, it’d benefit everybody if i didn’t marry.

let me hear your thoughts.

like my loneliness is killing me, idk if it’s becuz i had a break up last month and it’s just amplifying everything but it doesn’t feel good 😔

my friends constantly cancel our plans and leave me on read and it makes me worry they don’t even like me at all

first friend and I were supposed to play a game tonight and he canceled on me for the second day in a row.

second friend said he was busy and didn’t wanna play a game but his status says he’s on Roblox so he wasn’t actually busy.

third friend said we could do something today and then hopped on the game and is playing without me.

these people are my only friends and yet they always can’t do stuff. honestly i’m so lonely and this really hurts.l because it’s all the time

what should i do? i need some advice.

i really wanted to cosplay Goldship from Umamusume but i’m told that’s weird because i’m a guy so i was just wondering. dumb question ik