u/Delicious_Arm_5186

The 150 dollar collectible figurine is sold out. Everything else sold out on the shop says "watchlist" and the doll is just "sold out". Will it restock?

Im bored. Won't send address, face, or body parts. Online friend, not irl.

I got my phone taken and it had a lot of sexual stuff on it when I was 12. My step dad told me he'd go through my phone and delete everything so my mom didn't see itbut talk to me about it. I had a lot of porn on it (I know, its bad) so he decided to give me a sexual education talk. He looked through all the sexual content and asked me questions. He asked me if I masturbated and if I used something what it was. I know I shouldn't have told him but for some stupid reason I did and he picked the thing I used (a make up brush handle, I KNOW ITS BAD) and like measured it with his eyes (he later asked my sister if he should get me a sex toy) and told me didn't want to do this talk, that he was doing this to keep me safe and unhygienic, ect. Okay so throw back to when I was like idk 10-11 bro idk just was taking a bath in my mom room for some reason no she wiped my know clean. Ig was SA, I know, but I still looked it up. It showed a reddit result of a girl getting sexual assaulted (in my opinion) by her mom wiping her vulva up with a rag too much. Nothing like my situation. My stepdad saw this anc somehow thought that because when I was at my dad's (which was not very often) I didn't bathe that much. It was because HIS bathroom was fucking nasty and only didn't bathe when it was nasty and wasn't there for that long. He thought that meant I was getting taped there (??) And I had an AI chat where I said hand job he was convinced I wouldn't know that unless I was getting raped by my brother, uncle, or father (NOT THE CASE anc nothing with the law happened thank God). And tried to demand me to admit I was or he'd make everything go back. He went through my porn and asked my questions about it and I had to shamefully deal with it. Throwback AGAIN we were on a camping trip (me, my mom, my stepdad, my sister) and me and my sister git a huge tent with two air mattresses and separate rooms. My parents bought a small tent and their mattress wouldn't fit. So they made us sleep in the small one with no fucking mattress. I got the sleeping bag, my sister just got blankets. Apparently her fingers were purple and she had bad headaches and fatigue from hypothermia (not proven, my sister has a history of faking stuff for attention, doctors said it wasnt) we decided to call CPS. Mostly about the camping trip, the sex ed talk a bonus. While talking about the talk. I also mentioned (outside the sexual education talk) that my step dad showed me some rap song with lyrics about a guy trying get in a gang, accidentally raping hus mother thinking it was a random person, and killed himself. Somehow it got misunderstood by my sister as a porn video and she told her therapist that. The case got dismissed, i was guilted and shamed, told I was manipulating my sister, and that i could have got my stepdad into prison. My sister got no blame. It was all on me. Anyways back to the stepdad believing j was being SA'ed my step dad said I couldn't be trusted alone with my brother because what if I framed him and forced my sister to watch us. I was told that in the pool I was near his crotch and insinuated we had sexual relations (i was like 12. He was 17. Both minors and sibljngz) and i got upset wjen mh brother was insulted because I barely got t to see him. I was made fun if for this. As well as when I got upset my brother was being made fun of and left, ny stepdad said "oh are you going to your little boyfriend?" Referring to my brother. Thankfully that's been a while since then. But idk if this us like SA or something because I wasn't touched or spoken to flirtatious. And me and my brother being accused was treated as shameful/gross... not my stepdad looking fantasizing..Maybe covert SA if its even anything. Uh sorry... im older now though so its over

I cut on both thighs and my stomach. I know they're thin but I still feel like shit. It's not like I even plan to stop, I just got the post cut glooms :(

So there is this song that sounds like overtonight but isn't actually him. It describes raising a gun to your head. Thats all I know. Halp.