u/Delicious_Art1221

Need to be more comfortable with fountain pen so that's why I need to sketch or draw with it under 500 other then parker

The best og pen you know under 20, gel, ball doesn't matter

What skills and daily routine you had and what was your package

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I’m 24 and just gave NEET again this year, but didn’t qualify. This was my 7th attempt. At this point, it’s not even about a dream anymore it’s more about the comfort and familiarity I had with the subject. Letting that go is what’s really bothering me.

Right now, my only practical option is to start BCA. The problem is, my mind isn’t at peace with it. It feels completely new and unfamiliar. I don’t know much about the course, I’m not confident with maths, and the idea of learning programming from scratch feels overwhelming.

At the same time, I keep getting stuck on the fact that I couldn’t clear NEET. That thought keeps coming back and affecting me mentally. It’s like I haven’t fully accepted it yet.

Doing BSc isn’t an option because my father is strongly against it. He wants me to go for BCA, then aim for an IT job or prepare for government jobs like banking or railways. There’s also been a noticeable change in my parents’ behavior after the result, which makes things harder to process.

I’m feeling stuck between what I was used to and what I’m being pushed toward. I don’t have clarity, confidence, or interest yet in this new direction, and that’s making it difficult to move forward.

I’m not asking for college suggestions. I just want to understand in this kind of mental state and situation, what should I actually do to get myself stable and move ahead

Which would be better overall

Myquals 12th pass in 2020

Which would be better for me i am 24 now and what a degree which can give stable income and have given neet for this many years

Myquals 12th pass in 2020

Need bca collage without entrance exam with direct admission

My age is 24 now from pcb and I am thinking of bca any college without entrance exam and direct admission

Myquals 12th pass pcb in 2020

I have given neet several till now and my options are bpharm and bsc now I am confused and don't know which would be better for me, i know much of chemistry and haven't paid attention to any other career option till now please suggest for stable income

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Prepared for the whole year yet still confused about how it will go given multiple attempts, really feeling ki Kiya hoga koi backup plan bhi strong nhi hai for other career, all my issues in academic and non academic both are in my head and creating a cluster, not feeling boosted for studying yet reading whatever is important, don't know what will happen, nhi nikla to bhut dikkat ho sakti hai in future maybe which I don't want, what to do

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To any person I talk to or make friends I feel like they should be only my friend and I feel jealous if I see them vibing with anyone else and hanging out with others like a possessive person, i don't know how this behavior developed but it feels irritating every time and I just want people to be mine and only mine to every good and important person in my life