r/TwentiesofIndia

Just a try...🥲🥲

So let me tell you my journey, it's gonna be a long ik most of you don't care but it's something I wanna share. So when I was a kid I was very thin like so thin that even my younger sister used to look like my big sis. I don't wanna go in details in reason . So I was so weak even my grandma used to like pray " Tu mota ho jaibe nu ta khub sundar lagbe, tab julfe rakhiye " In english ( when you would get fat then keep forehead curls)

I don't wanna go in deep how that weakness made my life miserable but then 2019 COVID and bang i was now a big guy packing too much fat. After that I spent my 2 years in an hostel and due to depression and studying I gained like too much weight. My neck wasn't visible and due to long sitting hours my posture got bad . I was 90 kg guy and too overweight again I got like too much from my relatives and all but then last year I started gym cause I was scoring low and for an exam. Thank god that happed I used to hate myself I can't see myself in mirror now I literally upload my gym pics. And today finally I am leaving gym cause of moving out. I did the things I wanted from a long time. I used to see gym bhaiya doing 25 kg chest press and admire a lot and first time I couldn't life 5 kg. And finally I did 25 kg chest press 7-8 reps and inclined dumble press of 15Kg . It's makes me so happy I want to cry in happiness it's like I can't describe. Thanks for reading if you did and good night.

I do this every time I ride a bike 😭🙏. idk why but I can't trust my pockets, even if the zip is closed I would check it again nd again😭

Feedback pls. Also some song suggestions.

I don't know if you have noticed, nowadays gym culture has boomed like crazy Everyone is getting protein shake, and going gym like crazy I don't understand how people have so much time when corporate market out there is so bad still people have time for gym and money for supplements... Am I missing something or what, and the thing is I have noticed a lot of people in my gym barely go to work what mysterious source of income do they have And steroids culture is showcased as glamorous like how are people so blind

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Is this cool? I am 22😭

Listeners also need a listener 🥺
Healers also need a healer 😭

Kuch log sabki feelings samajh lete hain,
sabke dard ko sun lete hain…
par jab khud ki baari aati hai,
toh words hi nahi milte. 🖤

While it may not seem like a very big order to many , as someone who only started this business 2 months ago and was told by people in my personal life that my products would have a hard time getting attention and that small businesses rarely get order so I'll have to wait 6 months and post many samples before I even get a single order , this was a genuine win.

For someone to trust me with a custom request and give me enough creative liberty to create something so delicately beautiful is such a big blessing and all thanks to reddit😊

And the order has been delivered now so I can finally post it on socials and let those people who discouraged me to start this business know that it was afterall not a failure.

The worst part ? The person who told me not to start this business because scaling would be such an issue and people won't buy my products because they apparently are not of any use, and that my prices were too much which is baffling because every other person who has seen my website has told me I undercharged ...has a small business of her own💀..looking back now , maybe it was jealousy as my mother pointed out or maybe it was not ...whatever it was I'm happy that person is not in my life anymore ,but they are still on social media so yeah they'll definitely see this small win when I post on my insta acc😌

An offmychest, which was inside of me for long.

Yeah, I am a gym going guy and I wholeheartedly agree, everyone should focus on themselves so they have a better health.

But, trust me, as a man, if someone asks me, which women I found to be cute. It's definitely big chubby girls.

Again the thoughts that do slide in my mind are some of lust, poems, beauty, but one thought definitely above everything.

They must feel very very good when being held in arms. Their hug would heal my day anyhow.

Like holding a big teddy bear, and feeling her presence around me.

You guys are beautiful. Please don't ever feel bad about your body. Go to gym if you can, but with the mindset to become fit, hating your body is just gonna make you feel more bad about yourself.

People who fall asleep within a few minutes just after closing their eyes, how tf do you guys do that, this entire week I didn't even sleep for 10 hrs combined