u/Maybe_Acrobatic

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So I am addicted to porn and fapping for last 8-9 years. I am 21 years old now. And I want toleave this habit. Because it has made my life hell, I had a dream of earning a lots of money, and now here sitting with an addiction that losers have. And I hate my live. I can't think deeply, talk properly with confidence, and hide everything.

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And I tried many times that I leave this habit. But end up in a loop. That I personally hate so much. I see myself as a failure and a loser.

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So I need you guys to help me to suggest me your experience, tips, tricks, method, and anything you think is needed for me

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This porn and fapping, has wasted my years and best moments. I hate myself now. I call myself a loser and failure. Can't talk properly with confidence, can't think how to make money. Always wasting time, sealing for validation, and many other worst things you can't imagine

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Thank you for reading and all the suggestions are appreciated. Thank you

So I have been playing games from when I was kid

I have played many games

This in my game list

	Rdr2

	Gta V / Gta Online

	Gta 4

	Gta vice city

	Gta san andreas 

	Mafia 2

	Car sales simulator

	Power wash simulator 

	Supermarket simulator 

	Igi 2

	Apex legends

	Csgo / cs2

	Forza horizon 5

	Forza horizon 6

	Valorant

	Brawlhalla

	Roblox \[ many games inside it \]

	Cozy

	Unpack

	Pizza shop simulator 

	Need for Speed most wanted 2005

	Need for Speed most wanted 2012

	Ghost of Tsushima 

	F1 

	Assetto Corsa \[ nohesi and races \]

	Euro truck simulator 

	Euro truck simulator 2

	Tekken 3

	Tekken 8

	Blackjackist

	Poker

	One armed robbery

	One armed cook

	Geo guessor

	PUBG pc

	PUBG pc lite

	PUBG mobile / Bgmi 

	Human fall flat

	Rivals

	Schedule 1

	Crab games

	Raft

	Stumble guys

	Farming simulator 2022

	Car mechanic simulator 2021

	rocket league

	torque drift

	Mr.mine

	the finals

	warframe

	black squad

	asphalt legends

and many other. i can't think rn

so i don't call myself a gamer, because i haven't completed many games from this list. mostly of that curiousity games i downloaded and played like 1-2 days or a week. and then delete.

so i want a game suggestion list from you guess. but i want 2 suggestions.

1. you suggestion me some best games [ the games you played or you thing is best for recommendations ]

2. i am looking for some chill games. like i don't wanna grind or spend hours. maybe something like weekend game. as i am addicted to games i need something to keep up and also focus on work.

if possible give me 3 options for both.

and i appriciate you readed and checked my post. it really means a lot. and thanks in advance for taking out time.

So I have been a gamer since kid playing vicecity my pc. Playing cs1.6 with my cousins and having fun. Saturday Sunday at my relatives house so we can play wwe together. At that time we don't play for hours like till 1 am or 2 am. But we were at full happiness.

Afte that. I got into PUBG. That time it was emulator newly launched the gameloop and tencent. And it was fun. Playing online game. I was playing hours and hours. And I got an old laptop which was supposed to use by my mom or it was my mom's laptop but I was playing on it. And I play for a long time then emulators and games got updated, my laptop use to lag, sometimes didn't even open or run the game, I use to try every single settings from multiple videos online.

Then I use to play on mobile. So what i use to do is that I use to go to my dad's office when it was lunch time. I use to tell at home that don't make lunch for me. And I used to ask my father if he give me the phone because usually he will sleep at home so I will just play games a little. And I use to connect that to my laptop and share my screen and I use to stream.

And if I get hungry mostly I use to get hungry so I use to bring chips packs and wafer packs from shop below my shop.

And my father use to get angry because there were people coming I his office and I am playing games. He needs to call people and all that thing. I left so many matches in middle because of calls and other things.

And then I got introduced to valorant. This is the thing that changed everything. Earlier I used to play csgo but like chill and all. But when I got into valorant things changed. I became more agressive because I can't get a kills. And like I totally changed. From calm to frustrated anger and all.

I use to play for hours and hours at my dad's office. Hours.

And. That's the reason my 8-9-10th standard schooling life was hell. I use to spend my time on games and forgot home works and other things. And I failed in 8 and 9th and also in 10th preboard. Like I haven't given any preboards, inuse to skip schools. I used every excuse in this world to skip school. And because of that my parents have to heart a lot from my teachers. I hate it. Even when I am writing this I get that rush, anxiety flowing through my chest.

In 11th-12th I did decent. My family never called my school. And like it was good. I knew that I have to focus and I can't let my parents down.. but still I am addicted to games and mostly valorant. So I used to get 30-40 fps and I use to get angry if I miss shot. And I use to keep my laptop screen so close. So close. That I got specs.

And after that it increased a lot. I have a list of games that I played and never finished them.

Currently I am stuck in a loop of quiting games

I play games I get guilt I delete, I get bored, my kind says let's download and play games., then guilt that tasks are remaining.

So yesterday I download forza horizon 6 it took me full day to setup everything and like when I was playing my 80 percent me was satisfied, enjoying the game, cars and everything. But 20percent me, was guilty, scared, saying you are doing time waste and all.

And I deleted the game. Like 250gbs

And I am still in this loop. I am trying to escape let's see how far I can go.

Thank you for reading this.

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i am getting this error how to fix it ?

do i have to copy this all files to main game folder ?

Pata hai aaj kya hua

So i went to classes as always and i have a thing that i greet everyone like kese ho bhai kya hal. And all that. And there was a new boy sitting there. Beside my computer. And i like to make new students a little comfortable so like maza aye benchod, And i asked him that r u new and like mnee bola kesa hai bhai kya hal. And he said like yep. Learning audio video editing. And then after a while i realised that she was a girl. Wtf and i was so embarrassed like me kya holu usse abb. Like she will think i am a crreep or attitude kinda a guy like kya soch rahi hogi mere bare me.

I am so much in shame.

Like this never happened to me never,

I like to treat people with kindness and like to talk to them. But this is like

So i have earbuds. But i am thinking to switch back to wired and i also have a headphone but i have noticed that i have got a head bump. So please guys suggest me some earphones not iems.

Main focus is audio quality because i work for video/audio editing. And love music a lot.

Suggestion please

I come from a big joint family. My father has 4 real brothers, and all of us cousins grew up around each other. Most of us are boys, only 3 girls in the whole cousin group. The age gaps are also very close, mostly around 3 years between each sibling/cousin.

The thing is, my older brother and two of my cousins were always together since childhood. They naturally built a very strong bond over the years. I was never treated badly or ignored completely. They care about me, they love me, and I know that. But sometimes I feel like I’m always the “extra” person rather than someone they genuinely choose first.

For example, one cousin might be hanging out with me normally, joking around, spending time with me. But the moment my older brother comes in, their attention shifts completely toward him. I suddenly feel replaceable, like I was only there because the real option wasn’t available yet.

This has happened enough times that I’ve gotten used to it. I can be alone. I actually enjoy being alone sometimes. But what hurts is this in-between feeling, where you’re included… but not really deeply connected.

And honestly, I know part of it is my fault too. I was always the nerdy kid. I spent most of my time on the computer instead of going out, roaming around, building memories with them, or bonding naturally the way they did. So now it feels like everyone has their “person,” and I’m just somewhere around the edges.

I don’t hate them for it. I understand why their bond is stronger. But sometimes it still hurts.

Has anyone else felt like this in family or friend groups?

I come from a big joint family. My father has 4 real brothers, and all of us cousins grew up around each other. Most of us are boys, only 3 girls in the whole cousin group. The age gaps are also very close, mostly around 3 years between each sibling/cousin.

The thing is, my older brother and two of my cousins were always together since childhood. They naturally built a very strong bond over the years. I was never treated badly or ignored completely. They care about me, they love me, and I know that. But sometimes I feel like I’m always the “extra” person rather than someone they genuinely choose first.

For example, one cousin might be hanging out with me normally, joking around, spending time with me. But the moment my older brother comes in, their attention shifts completely toward him. I suddenly feel replaceable, like I was only there because the real option wasn’t available yet.

This has happened enough times that I’ve gotten used to it. I can be alone. I actually enjoy being alone sometimes. But what hurts is this in-between feeling, where you’re included… but not really deeply connected.

And honestly, I know part of it is my fault too. I was always the nerdy kid. I spent most of my time on the computer instead of going out, roaming around, building memories with them, or bonding naturally the way they did. So now it feels like everyone has their “person,” and I’m just somewhere around the edges.

I don’t hate them for it. I understand why their bond is stronger. But sometimes it still hurts.

Has anyone else felt like this in family or friend groups?