u/Desperate_Designer40

Yea i just faced the biggest rage in my life yelling like a fucking psycho to my older brother. even shoved him at one point (but obv light 😭) and then to explain whatever was going on what raged me i told my mom but in the loudest voice and raged voice i ever had in my life. Had this happen to any of yall like genuinely idk what to do after im just isolating myself now eating guilt up, but isolating to calm down. its been an hour. what advice do yall have
(also contacted psychiatrist but just waiting)

been withdrawled from inductal (sleeping meds) for a week now due to it being sold out and hard to get.

How did you know you wanted to pursue IO? I have had some projects for IO currently in my bachelors. I honestly liked the idea especially creating ideas on how to change the work environment and such, but in the real world in the field, is it stats heavy?

I honestly don’t know anyone who has perused IO as a career so i’m really curious to hear true real experiences aside from articles and such.

I’m stuck between clinical and IO master programs which I do have to start applying for this year as I am in my last year of university.

I’m facing an issue. I’m entering my last year of my BS. i need to start searching for master programs but im facing an issue of finding two year master programs. I am currently studying in the EU. would like to continue there since it’s cheap due to the passport. but post masters i want to go to the uae but the requirement is two year ms program. any advice on which unis? (uk is too expensive, nl is only one year programs). is there any loophole?

deadass is anyone on meds that help regulate mood. lamotrigine isn’t helping that. it’s controlling the depressive aspect. but i’m easily irritated so fucking moody it’s so tiring.

Istfg i cannot. I am so fucking irritated with this fucking heat wave in western europe my mood is going crazy like basically anger irritation all the above. I’ve been struggling to sleep but now with this heat wave it’s not helping at all. the meds at this point (lamotrigine) has made me insomniac. i told my psychiatrist he told me to try taking them in the morning rather than 18:00. guess what it didn’t help at all. my ass can not sleep till 6-7 am (yea 676767 whatever) i’m so exhausted i wish it was just mentally but it’s physically as well and obv with lack of sleep it doesn’t help the cyclothymia and it’s so hard to try sleeping early cause it doesn’t get pitch dark till 23:00 .
and i’ve been drinking a lot of water cause i’m so worried of the thought of heatstrokes or dehydration as a general especially now that this week the temperature with be 37 degrees. Usually i tolerate it but thats when there’s air conditioning which guess what atp does not exist in student accommodations in western europe I MEAN WHY WOULD IT. as a general im tweaking out and this shit is not helping at all with my last week in uni.
and this irritation and stress and all that is making me chain smoke (cigs&iqos) which also stresses me out even more.

Anywaysss hope you enjoyed the rant let me know if you feel the same way BAHAHAHAHA

i need a good ass sports romance 😔 or really any romance (not fantasy or mafia type of thing). please no booktok recs 💔

how bad would it be if i took my cruiser to a skate park and did ramps BAHAHAHAHA

i’m desperate 🙏 please give recommendations cause the heat is great for swimming or even close by maastricht