u/Dezzy-Wonders

God knows how i ended up doing bachelors in nursing. God forbid no trucel ever goes through such situation. I'm currently in my 2nd year so you are to be doing two days of clinical practice every week. Sadly most of the time I'm the only male student nurse in the ward, which sucks for multiple reasons. But the worse by far is being around these dumb iqlet b*tches for 6 damn hours, 2 times every week. These b*tches only talk about relationship, other beautiful males in the hospital or like any other nonsense in general. All of them laugh like horses, which drives me insane. No truecel should ever become a nurse

Imagine you are so insufferable that u gotta spend whole 6 damn hours being around iqlet foids, all they do is talk about is some crazy nonsense. I feel like ropemaxxing

So the other day, I was basically in an argument with mom ranting about how life's just shit and all. At some point of the argument, I said it's somewhat my parents fault, they didn't do the necessary for me or guide me through my teen age years. Suddenly, my mom went monk mode from acting all crazy. She mentioned one of my cousins and didn't even hesitate to say, do you think He is way better looking than you in every aspect, why do you think that you deserve more, your expectations are out of your league. So I already know I look like a fuking alien experiment. But damn, hearing it out loud from my own mother, it was so fucking brutal. Many people at least get some consolation from their family, but my parents just straight up taunt me for my looks. It's the first time them admitting, but there's been a ton of time where i have been yelled at by my fucking parents. One time my crazy mom just came rushing at me looking like crazy and straight up told me not to go outside with my cousins because they thought i was too hideous to blend in. My parents blame me for my looks, sometimes they said get a haircut u look like a monkey. Deep down i knew it was never a haircut it was my abomination of a face. Now that I'm 22, all these traumas from my family caused me to become anhedonic. I haven't felt happiness for the past 7-8 years. I don't even feel human anymore. I have been made of my looks in school, college and throughout my life. I always wanted to be in a relationship with a girl, I wanna have a loving family that cares for me. But my face is just too ugly to blend in with society. I doom every walking minute how bad I look. I haven't smiled for years because of how chopped I look. Everyone that makes fun of incels have spent a day in their shoes, they would probably self delete in a day or two. When you are chopped like me exceeding a certain calibar, let nobody tell you looks don't matter. Wish I was never born.

Todos son muy feos ni siquiera promedio y tratan como basura a los demás sobre todos mujeres que no son atractivas creyéndose guapos cuando no lo son dan asco

It's been pretty rough lately. Been craving for love from the opposite gender. I keep falling in love with random strangers whom i have no chance. My genetics are all fucked ! I often find myself daydreaming where I'm in love with someone. But y'all know that's cope and deep down I know I'm gonna be lonely forever. Also I live with this autistic mf roommate, he keeps the lights on basically the whole night, so can't even sleep peacefully. Also I have anhedonia, i haven't felt happiness for like forever. I don't know how being a happy normie feels like. Just a sub5 scrap... How do you guys cope? (In a healthy way)

Living a normal life is a dream. I daydream the whole day wishing i was normie with a avg looking face, with a girlfriend, some friends i could talk to. I genuinely get freaked out when i go outside knowing my face looks like a freaking fugly mad experiment. All this stress caused me to become anhedonic, I haven't felt happiness for like the past 7-8 years. Honestly, I don't feel like a human with all these mental and physical problems. But today was so brutal. I was walking by this empty road and this girl was walking behind me, i only noticed her when she started walking fast and crossed me ahead. She was such a beautiful angel, short, beautiful hair, looked so down to earth, above average without a doubt. You know sometimes u just fall in love with strangers without any reason. Honestly it sparked something in me at that moment. I felt this happiness for a brief moment and forgot i look like a dried stick. Then reality just had to kick in. I imagine she would probably get scared if i went near her or at least be super irritated by presence of a monster. This incident shattered everything. It's so brutal as a sub 5. I don't know why I'm still alive.

I feel like this city is beyond cooked as bad as it already was. Recently kishore gangs are going wild, like those pitbulls named cupcakes, unchained. I feel like one of the biggest reasons behind this absurdity is the lack of law enforcement in dhaka. What's your opinion?

Is GHK-Cu peptide available in Bangladesh, if yes where can i buy?

As a ugly person, I always try to avoid what others think of me or talk in my behind. I've tried to avoid any mirrors and reflections, i just don't wanna be reminded of my horrid face again and again. I hate all my facial flaws. I avoid small talks with others, cause there's been times when people literally told me i was ugly on my face. I try to avoid any social functions and never go to visit any relatives except my aunty, someone who's been very supportive lately. I avoid eye contact, i avoid sitting straight and look confident, this and that. Sometimes i just wish I wasn't self aware at all. I wish I was crazy, I wish people wouldn't look at me or judge me. This life is nothing but a curse for me, I have never been in a relationship ever. I wish I was never born

As a ugly person, I always try to avoid what others think of me or talk in my behind. I've tried to avoid any mirrors and reflections, i just don't wanna be reminded of my horrid face again and again. I hate all my facial flaws. I avoid small talks with others, cause there's been times when people literally told me i was ugly on my face. I try to avoid any social functions and never go to visit any relatives except my aunty, someone who's been very supportive lately. I avoid eye contact, i avoid sitting straight and look confident, this and that. Sometimes i just wish I wasn't self aware at all. I wish I was crazy, I wish people wouldn't look at me or judge me. This life is nothing but a curse for me, I have never been in a relationship ever. I wish I was never born

I have been browsing trying to find a cure, something that could actually help bring the emotions, happiness that i haven't felt for years. Some guy on yt said it actually works for him but comes with obvious side effects. He was saying stuff like it's a happiness drug and some.