Unrequited love
Read if you have patience lmao*
Hey guys 22 F here but there was a time when I was 14, in middle school I fell in love with this one guy, was handsome, popular with the girls, good at studies. But what I fell in love with was the familiarity of his face, I moved to a another country and he was the only one who felt like.. ik him from somewhere. Our siblings share the same name, we both actually come from the same country which was rare. He was the sports captain and I used to always cheer for him, at the time i was being bullied really bad for my height, ppl used to pull the chair when i sit, they used to call me names etc, my friend without my permission went and told him that I liked him idk what her intention was but everybody started sarcastically teasing me, thinking he would reject me harshly, but for the first time someone was polite, he acknowledged my feelings and politely said he was in love with someone else, well why wouldn't he be he always had a crush or a gf beside him. But it felt good that he didn't insult me, fast forward to 17 years he still was the same but I moved on. But sometimes I used to enter a classroom only to see him, from the windows above from the class I used to watch him play football. Last year 21 I used to have so many dreams about him about how he is so kind and genuine so I reach out to him and ask him the last time if he is interested but he has a gf already so I give up once again. Now 22, last dream, I had embarrassing things happening to me that day, I sit in a group project with him he was always talking to his fiance, I felt so ignored I decide to leave and when I say goodbye to everyone, no body looks up but he gives me a warm smile and waves back, but he turns around and kisses her so passionately and I realize I am not the main character to his story even in my dreams.