u/Diligent_Orchid_3192

I 27 F , my_qualifications are :completed masters degree and is persuing PhD currently. I just published a paper on a journal named " Journal of Entomological Research" . Now upon checking the Scopus...the years currently covered by Scopus is shown as: 2011 to 2025. I downloaded the source title list excel sheet and the journal shows as active but it is not showing in both accepted titles or discontinued titles. I am confused if the journal is still Scopus indexed in 2026 or not?

Update: Thank you for replying and helping me figure it out. I researched through the night and realised that it might just be an indexing lag as the source list excel of previous years had shown indexing lag for this journal. So let me wait and fingers crossed.

I 27 F , my_qualifications are :completed masters degree and is persuing PhD currently. I just published a paper on a journal named " Journal of Entomological Research" . Now upon checking the Scopus...the years currently covered by Scopus is shown as: 2011 to 2025. I downloaded the source title list excel sheet and the journal shows as active but it is not showing in both accepted titles or discontinued titles. I am confused if the journal is still Scopus indexed in 2026 or not?

So 2 years in my relationship I went long distance to a university for finishing my studies. There I met this very attractive dude. I immediately noticed the butterflies and I tried to maintain distance from that person. I never flirted with him or texted him or anything but sometimes would do some small talk. Maybe I shouldn't have had any connection but I thought it was only small talks. As I said no flirting or anything , infact One day he wanted to dance in a romantic song with me and I said no. One day he tells me he needs to pickup ice-cream for his teacher and if I want to give him company. I should have said no but I didn't and went along with him and another girl. He bought ice cream for himself and for himself as well and all three of us sat down to talk and he feeds the ice cream with his spoon to both of us and now I feel like I should have said no. Why did I eat it...why did I feel butterflies when I ate it. And I feel like I cheated. And idk if I should tell my bf and breakup with him.

Tldr: I ate from a guys spoon I find attractive and idk if it's cheating and if I should tell my bf and breakup.

So I have rocd and for the 1st one year of the relationship I was not the best gf. I worried about attraction and morality etc of my bf. Eventually after working with a therapist things got better and I got better. However the relationship was very strained by then ...he was emotionally checked out. So the next year of the relationship was very tough for me. My bf just started pulling away. Amidst all these one day he comes and tells me he has cross dressing kink and that it's okay if I leave and am not okay with it. First I was hurt that he confessed that after 3 years but I accepted him...he told me not to tell anyone except I can use internet or the reddit to ask questions about it so he was okay if I was talking about this in reddit but not to any real life people. After he confessed, I started having anxiety as it was a very new territory....I searched on reddit and more I searched I felt like omg my bf is trans and I am not bisexual thus must leave. The old ocd came back strong and I couldn't handle it. I called him asking for explanation but he was giving uncertain and inconsistent answers which made me panic more and he got more irritated and he broke up with me. I went back to my room which I was then sharing with my sister and I ended up confessing everything to her as I thought I wanted her to atleast know why we broke up as lying about why we broke up hurt the breakup more. Few days later he comes back and tells me that he is not trans and explains everything that its just a fetish etc etc and he desperately wants a patch up. We come back and now the strain in gone and for few months the relationship is perfect till I remember one day that I told my sister his secret and I feel a massive guilt and I tell him everything as I feel he deserves to know. And now he said he has forgiven me as it was post breakup. But I feel so guilty. I feel like I am dirty and no amount of washing will clean me. That he will pull away again and I will be stuck but how can I tell him not to pull away when it's all my fault....idk what to do...I have no one to talk to about this. At this moment relationship with my family is not good ...can someone please talk to me ...I feel terrified and feel like I don't deserve to even live. P.S. I am not transphobe but I am straight so if he was trans and wanted transition ....I felt like I would be attracted to a girl.